An eye opener
A conversation were truth just creeps out without me realizing it. Makes me wonder really how others perceive me in real life. Am I just loosing my mind at times?
(11:46 AM) [11:46:04 AM] as: mona listen hun…………wat do u have ur money saved up for? u have to ask urself…………….if this is gonna help u out, then yes its a big payment bas why not……….its something necessary….why wait 2 yrs? 2 yrs is 2 yrs of ur young life
(11:46 AM) [11:46:18 AM] Mo: heek
(11:46 AM) [11:46:24 AM] Mo: i don’t want to spend my money on it now
(11:46 AM) [11:46:29 AM] Mo: so what if i have money
(11:46 AM) [11:46:32 AM] Mo: it is savings
(11:46 AM) [11:46:38 AM] Mo: i don’t know how life will be in 10 or 20 years
(11:46 AM) [11:46:47 AM] Mo: and iam not going to be irrational about it
(11:46 AM) [11:46:56 AM] Mo: i have to put up with crap at work to earn that money
(11:52 AM) [11:52:15 AM] as: and i dotn mean to say that….
(11:52 AM) [11:52:23 AM] as: and yes in 0 or 20 yrs u might need it
(11:53 AM) [11:53:17 AM] as: bas inshaallah u r still working, ur r still healthy and in 10 yrs u will save up more money but if u need to take out 2000 now for something important for ur enjoyment of life, then why not
(11:53 AM) [11:53:46 AM] as: ya3ni wats the point of life if all someone is gonna do is not live it to the fullest they can….at the moment
(11:54 AM) [11:54:06 AM] Mo: maybe
(11:54 AM) [11:54:44 AM] as: i know ur tryin to be careful bas its ok……be really really strict with ur money for just 1 MONTH, and then ur salary for that month can go towards it…thats it just one month
(11:55 AM) [11:55:12 AM] as: anyways….
(11:55 AM) [11:55:18 AM] Mo: aah
(11:55 AM) [11:55:18 AM] as: i dont like to see u unhappy
(11:55 AM) [11:55:21 AM] Mo: heek
(11:55 AM) [11:55:32 AM] Mo: im not unhappy cause of it
(11:55 AM) [11:55:37 AM] Mo: i am unhappy cause of life
(11:55 AM) [11:55:48 AM] as: ur unhappy cos u think ur falling apart?
(11:55 AM) [11:55:51 AM] Mo: heek iam sad
(11:55 AM) [11:55:53 AM] Mo: maybe
(11:57 AM) [11:57:17 AM] as: mona ur doing like me…..please dont do that…….a lot of ppl would kill to be in ur shoes……ur educated, smart, hardworking, good job, great parents, good family, they love u, they support u, ur attractive, active, have good taste….sensible
(11:57 AM) [11:57:19 AM] as: why be sad?
(11:57 AM) [11:57:32 AM] Mo: 
(11:57 AM) [11:57:36 AM] as: ur in a good place…..so wat if there is lil problems here and there
(11:57 AM) [11:57:48 AM] as: everyone has lil problems!
(11:57 AM) [11:57:58 AM] Mo: i don’t know why i am sad
(11:58 AM) [11:58:05 AM] Mo: to be honest
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(shrugs)..i dunno …it sux sometimes to have everyone tell you how great everything is for you..and yet you feel lousy about your life.. i get it too…i should be on top of the world…and yet am not… why?? if you come up with the answer let me know too??
P.S. saving is a wonderful thing…but like they say..
ya can’t take it with you.. :lol:
Cheer up Mona.
I don’t even know you and I think you’re great…just from reading your blog!
I have a lot saved up too, so I can’t comment there, but your friend has a point! Spend a little to take care of yourself and enjoy life…try.
Well, yeah first of all – cheer up & if someone tries to tell you what to do, just close the subject & say you don’ want help ! I do that sometimes
thanks you guys.. I guess I have to start listening to ppl’s advice and realize my life doesn’t suck that much.
Chika.. I love your gravatar!! So cute!
Try a little reality therapy, force yourself to feel happy when your sad.. or do something happy and fun. Try it once, or twice.. see how it makes you feel!