I miss work. :(
I miss waking up in the morning going to work and feeding my turtle and fishies. 
I miss SQUIBBY!! I miss people I like and I don’t like. Where’s the fun in life? I am tired of being sick.. Really.. we don’t appreciate our health until we are sick. Aaah my life. I need a long break. A very long one from everything, but at the same time I will miss the little joys in life that kept me alive and having to do something that is worth my time.
So am I getting any better? Sort of. My blood pressure is still sort of high. No difference really since yesterday.. my heart rate went down.. it is at 98 bpm now. Which is great! Yaay. I seem to be a lot more calm today. I just needed a brake from life. I haven’t been at work since Tuesday. It sucks. I feel bad. 
I know what you guys think.. “oh no.. she will never learn and she will suffer again from her job.” Yes.. I know that.. but what am I to do? I can’t quit just like that. It is not only wrong, but looks so bad on me. I like what I do at work, I just don’t like the way I am treated. I feel so little and worthless there.
Sometimes I wish I was a kid again. Just play.. get an allowance and buy candy.
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I have to be patient.. it will cost me my life if I don’t!
hmmm..you are a programmer…perhaps design a game where you can whack annoying people on the head with a mallet…sort of like electronic whack-a-mole? Just impose the faces of minor annoyances over whatever it is you are whacking! :mrgreen: sounds like fun to me anyway… violence is never the answer..but who says it can’t be FUN!
wow… Robert that is a great idea to be honest.. lool
:mrgreen: I am here but to please! Besides…laughter is the best medecine.. i can only hope when i croak it that they’ll say ” his voluminous wit and sarcasm were the last things to go” AND..if you smile and mean it… it just irritates your enemies and im a great irritant…ask anyone.
that is why we should get together very soon and invent the time machine
we should eh? ooh how life would be if we did have one..