Ehm.. ok.

I had a very strange day today. I got to work and I checked my email and bam, I got work! Yaaay. So I spent my day working. My boss was also asking me if I wasn’t totally insane and want to stay past December. He can keep me on for 3 or 4 months if worse comes to worse. I am like.. hmm. Tempting and at least I would have time to finish up stuff and more time to look for work and not feel useless. I hate not working. It just bugs me.. I like work! Yes.. I am insane. I am a workaholic!

Anyways, after work I went to the mall and then to the gym with my sister. We always browse around in the mall before we go to the gym which is also inside the mall. I like to visit the bookstore. I know.. I am such a geek. As we got out of the bookstore and went across to a card store, my sister tugs on my coat and says:

“I saw two guys holding hands in the bookstore!”

I said, “ok? Your point?”

She said, “oh my God. Don’t you care?”

I said, “Hmm. What am I supposed to do? ”

She said, “ewww.. it’s wrong.”

I said, “Yes.. and what am I supposed to do?”

She said, “nothing.”

I said, “ok.. it’s normal.. we can’t change people or bother with their life choices.”

She said, “I know.. but ..”

I said, “No buts.. just don’t bother.. who cares. It’s like looking at a fat person, or extremely short person. Who cares!”

She said, “ok ok.. I get the point.”

What am I to do? How do you explain to a 12 year old to just accept things and who cares. People are people. They choose their life and we can’t do anything about it. I have no reason to judge them.

After that.. I bought new pants earlier from Sears and wore them for gym. They are warmer and nicer. I like new things. As we were doing our thing, I saw a bunch of black lint pieces all over the floor. The more I moved, the more came out. I was like great! Of all people, ME! I hate wearing stupid pants like that. So I got to wash it 2 or 3 times now so all that stupid ass lint goes away. I hate certain sweat pants. Bleh!

Now I am in my room, just took a shower, and I am too lazy to dry my hair. Should I do it now or in the morning? If I straighten it now, then in the morning I will wake up and it will curl it self up again. I don’t know how and I have to straighten it again. I hate having naturally curly hair. Even after I have cut it to my shoulder, it still pisses me off and takes the same amount of time to dry and straighten it. Why can’t we humans ever be satisfied with what we have? My hair is just too curly! I want super straight oriental hair like Japanese or Chinese. That would be awesome!

Hmm… that’s my day. I am sleepy. It’s almost 9:30 pm and my eyes are very droopy. Zzzz..

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