Aimless
Have you ever felt that you have no direction in life? Nothing is going in any way that you want it to go. You feel like you are hanging by a thread, and not knowing if you will let go or climb back up. I feel my life has come to that point. I am dangling by a thread and waiting for anything to happen. Just anything that will make me say, “yes.. my life is moving forward.”
I have been thinking that maybe being idle is not so bad. It is just the mystery of not knowing. The wait for something miraculous to happen is what is keeping me at the edge of my seat.
It is also driving me insane. I am seriously loosing my sanity day by day. It is just because I am always stressed and thinking, “I wish I never bothered.” I wish I was worry free careless person. Then I just live life by chance and not hope for anything. That way I never have to worry and feel old and hopeless with no direction in life.
Will things ever get better? I need to sleep.
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hang on to the thread, you might as well enjoy it and swing..soon you’ll reach higher grounds.
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