The pain is too much
I don’t know why people don’t understand me. After all this time, after all these years. No body gets it. I am crazy now. I seriously lost every ounce of sanity. Also, my ear is fucking killing me and the pain is getting to my head now. I was debating to either go to the health clinic or just buy ear drops. the University Pharmacy charged me 11 dollars for ear drops! 11!! I could have gone to a normal pharmacy and gotten it for 5 bucks.
So I bought the ear drops so I can come back to work quicker and not have to spend time waiting. My ear is really hurting. I have a bump in the back of my hear from the infection. I can feel it and I know I have middle ear infection. I can’t even hear a thing from it except ringing.
Today is just a bad bad day. And going back outside will make it worse. I have to just keep putting those stupid drops in my ear until I can bear walking outside again.














You know, I used to (sort of still) have this problem that people don’t really understand me. Even some of them who have known me for years (including my mom lol). On the other hand, others know what I am thinking of before I even speak it out
And you should take care of your ear young lady!