Alone.. always will be alone.
As we grow up, we always have this fear of one day being alone. However, it is better to be alone sometimes to understand our selves. To sit back and think of what we really want of life. So far, I don’t know what I want. I thought about it, and thought about it, and the only thing that came to mind how peaceful it was to not see anyone or talk to anyone the past couple of days.
I felt at peace and harmony. No one to bug me, constantly mock me, or ridicule me. People don’t realize their actions or what they do to other people and how they hurt them. In the end, who is there to judge them? People don’t care.
No one, and honestly, no one cares how I feel or what I have to say. It is better off if I just spent my time alone to reflect on the things I want in life. So far, I don’t know, and I feel stuck and trapped in a world I have no control over and just surrounded by people who don’t realize how lucky they are. In the end, I am the weak one. All I can do is hide and just sit by my self because there is nothing else to do.
I am just sick of people. No one likes me and they rather see my down fall and not care about how I feel. All they do is just sit there and watch.




I am Asian and Christian. I have been pursued by a guy who is a Muslim. He is very nice in many ways except for having a secret relationship (boyfriend-girlfriend) with me. We both know that this is forbidden to him but not to me. Now that his family found out, they are trying to separate us. I guess this led me to leave a comment to your blog. It’s confusing how he knows that it is haram and still have a relationship with me. Why does the family chooses for him who to marry? And why the requirement of being an Arab? Prophet Mohammad married women of different ethnicities. Is this racism? Should I fight for me and him? I want to start my blog. Advise me please.
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Mona,
People are a**holes. I don’t know what you are going through, so I can’t pretend to know. I just know that I have felt the same way about times in my life. Sometimes (or all the time) we need to be alone and simply get rid of the crap that is in our lives.
I feel the same way..Everyone thinks I’m crazy when I tell them I actually like being alone..but its true. I don’t know about you but I’m almost always at my happiest when I’m alone unless I’m with a really really close friend… I don’t see anything wrong with it.
the world is shit, sadly we live in this shit place and cant do anything about it. We can just sit about and do nothing or we can try to just live it out as best we can.
We all get down, we all find many people who we do not like and do not like us…
I feel the same way… I don’t go out… And i hate most people who i am around… fingers crossed though one day we will be happy
There is a difference to being alone and lonely there not the same thing…
I don’t agree people are mean. But there’s one problem with them: they hate sad and angry people.
I don’t really know why. Maybe they feel a need to make the person happier, fail and feel bad. And no one likes feeling bad.
I prefered to be alone for a long time. I was sad and angry and no one liked me. Then I started wondering: how do the nice people do it?
So, I decied to hide all my sadness and anger and go out to people with some positivity. Just positive, friendly chatting. That way, I could also talk about my problems now and again. I have a few good friends now and am very happy.