I am officially labeled

I asked my friend today a simple question and she knows everything that goes on in my life, and at times she thinks I am crazy, but she knows why I do the things I do because she would do the same and people think she is crazy. So I asked her, “Be honest with me. Do you think I am a drama queen?”

She said, “YES YOU ARE!”

I said, ” ok ”

She said, “I AM TOO! WTF. Don’t be sad. Jeez. It’s a permanent label on us two.”

I said, “well, I don’t mean it, and I have my reasonings. ”

She said, “yah. I do too. But people don’t like us and treat us like crap because we let them. And when we speak up and tell people to leave us alone, they think we are just drama queens and just act the way we do to get attention.”

I said, “I don’t even want people to pay attention to me. I want them to leave me alone. Pretend I don’t exist.”

She said, “Not going to work. We grab attention because we never follow the crowd and we stand out.”

I said, “I just want to be normal. I am tired of my life. Everyone is happy and just do their work in peace and quiet and enjoy their life. I can’t even imagine my self waking up in the morning anymore and thinking positively. Will today be a better day than yesterday? I just can’t think that far ahead of what might happen in the next few hours of the day anymore.”

She said, “I don’t know either. Nothing is right in this life, but it is out of our hands and we either bitch about it or tell people off or just sit alone and hope things will just go away.”

I just want to have a normal life and be happy with what I do in my life. I am going to spend the rest of the day making more iRebels and do what I like to do best. Make characters and animations.

I will be back later with more iRebels.

Blah Blah, Ranting as usual!, They said what?, Whatever!