Online Reality
Blogs are the biggest form of reality tv online life. No need to post videos or stupid edited lines to make your blog interesting. Real life blogs are the most read blogs on the net. Just writing down your thoughts and the things you did for the day is enough. Throwing pictures here and there, or a video of some weird situation just spices it up.
This week I was labeled as the depressing sad blog. I guess some people actually sympathize with me from time to time. I thought people just read my blog to see if today I am crazier than yesterday.
I pretty much lost over 90% of my Arab audience. Most of my visitors and commentors are not Arabs anymore. (Most Arabs hate my blog because I don’t care about what I say.) I guess my blog has reached the masses because I don’t write about just being an Arab. It is about everything. About my life, about my thoughts. It is not hard for anyone to start a blog like mine and just be honest and tell the truth about anything that needs to be said out loud. It is the hardest thing.
However, it was easy for me to do, because I don’t speak out in real life, and I use my blog as a medium of speaking out. I just have a fear that if I speak out or interact with any more people than what I already know, that I would say something that will bite me in the ass in the end. I just learned to just take out all my anger, all my thoughts, all my problems, and just write it out. Then I feel that I got it out of my chest.
I know, it is a bad thing to do. However, I don’t like to hurt people or say anything to anyone because I don’t know how people will react. So I just avoid them, and just avoid headaches. That’s why I just keep saying, “I want to be left alone. Leave me alone.” It is because I can’t handle people anymore. At times I can’t even handle people’s comments.
Like this week, some idiot said that if I had a problem working in Canada, then I should go back to my land and live in the Terrorist camps where I belong. I didn’t want to deal with such morons and I just banned him from the site, but why the hell are people such racist bigots? I mean, if someone said that to me in real life, I would die from shock. It is enough I have received racist comments growing up until now, but that’s just too much. The internet has become a wild zoo.
Media sucks! However, blogs are the only personal mediums where reality shows are a lot more believable and easier to sympathize with.
Blah Blah, Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!, They said what?
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Wow, someone thinks you should go back to a place you’ve never even been to, that’d be some nifty trick in the space-time continuum if you could do it. It would make you even more of a celebrity than you already are, oh bummer, there’s a downside, Arabs with time machines, imagine the hysteria, that’d be worse than “nucyoolar” weapons wouldn’t it?
i actually feel what you are saying the only difference is that i put down a little more that what i say to ppl … coz i believe that aperson should be who they are n not who others want them to be …. as always in this world ppl are pressurised into doing what others want…. i get into trouble coz i speak my mind heeh
such is life
I only have a handful of blogs that I read everyday and yours has been on that list now for about a week. I love people who tell the truth no matter how they think people will take it… We all have our things we think are strange… But in-fact you will find most people might do and think these things.
Without going onto the race things… I don’t read this because of your race or anything like that… I read this because its real and truthful.
Hope you keep blogging, and I hope you keep up with your thoughts on here.
Sorry if it was me who said this site was depressing and you took it in a bad way… It was just a category to put this in (Did I just make it sound worse?).
I love this blog, don’t change.
I don’t think you need to change anything honestly.. I like your blog because you say what’s in your mind without faking anything.. and this is why I keep reading your posts. Most of the bloggers are just fake. Most of them pretend that they’re saints. Others think they’re cool. When in reality they’re far away from it!
I read you blog because you and I are a bit similiar in personality but I am a little more calmer!
Anyways I can relate to some of things you write about because I have similiar feelings about those things too.
@Lee – it’s ok. It was just my mood was messed up last week and I write sometimes a bit out of anger and sadness. You haven’t been reading my blog for a long time to know.. lol I am very moody..
@Simply Me – yah.. I appreciate it.
I love reading your blog too and you are on my RSS feeds of daily reads.
@Sapphire – I knew you related to a lot of what I said.. I figured that out from your comments.
It’s your page, you have the right to say whatever is on you mind. I like your honesty in your writings.
I would surely visit your blog more to know what’s going on. Take care!
Whaoooo!! chill girl
don’t let some cracker bring you down. I can be a racist bigot at times too… it’s all about being a work in progress, you work with what you got and keep trying. You are fine. Your just a little unique that’s all 
hmmmm ok your VERY UNIQUE, deal with it. Your stuck bettween two worlds and can’t quite conform with either just accept it. You are a bohemian, that’s just the facts of life. You want to see a depressing Palestinian life track down the documentary “Wedding in Rammella” (spelled wrong you know that city north of Jerusalam) anyways talk about a shitty life this poor broad spends her life dreaming about getting married then does, then moves to America (she hate’s America) and never leaves her apartment. Moral of the story she never worked with what she had, (god she was a beauty too… such a waste) but I’m officially blabbing now and will end my ranting. Hang in their girl 
keep the faith…
Man its lonely in the 10%. Keep blogging Mona!
Hi Mona, I haven’t visited in awhile, haram 3alyi! I’m just lazy, I need to learn to bookmark (please dont’ laugh, I know I am dense)it’s so easy on one of the aggregators. Even if I don’t visit, I’m thinking of you, and praying for you.