How to tell your heart
Today was my first day back to work after the bit of fiasco that happened last week. I wasn’t happy to be there, because I love what I do, but people make me so sad and really hurt me for the stupidest reasons.
So my boss was really mad and decided to have a meeting with us and screamed at us. I just sat there thinking to my self that I really did not want him to get mad and so disappointed over this. (He wasn’t there that day) If I wanted him to get involved I would have just told him what happened instead of me taking time off to think and be furious from people at work. I felt bad for him. He was so angry, he threatened to fire us. I just thought the moment he said that, “oh man.. he is so pissed and just talking out of anger.” Plus it was the 3rd or 4th time I got threatened to be fired, and every time I like him more because he finally uses his power of being a boss which I love and respect. Yah I am nutz, but I like people with authority to actually use their authority and not let things get out of hand anymore.
So during the meeting I sat quiet and I didn’t want to say anything till I heard everything that was said. I was completely focused and trying to figure out what has been going on in my absence, and then I decided to speak to him privately and get this problem solved once and for all.
In the end, I don’t think I am satisfied or happy. I wish I had a time machine to just go back in time and avoided any problems from happening. I like my work and I have fun at times, but like I said earlier, I don’t know how people think or how they react. I never meant to be mean or hurtful in any way. I like the quirkiness and craziness and fun that my co-workers bring to the room, but they don’t like me at all. I learned it the hard way, and there is nothing left to do. I mean it is enough that I only have one friend, but she is not even in my city, and I am here all alone and no one likes me or talks to me and work was the only thing that kept me happy. Now, I got nothing.
I don’t know how I will be going to work from now on to a place where people don’t like me anymore. It is sad, but what am I to do? I wish I can go back to my old self and just don’t talk or say anything and just stay by my self and work. It was better. It really was.
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These things happen all the time,although your situation is kind of pushed to the edge right now..its good you’re looking for a new job,Not because your losing this one..and we both know you will never get fired “trust me it would have happened by now” But because you need a fresh new work environment.
Right now as far as your concerned you should do what you do daily and go there as you professional self,do your job and get paid then go home. Let them hate you with long face,smile at you with hypocrisy or really love you with all their hearts..it should be all the same to you.
And if it makes you feel any better,I got colleagues at work whom I spend more than 8 hours with on daily basis..and we all get along so well..but I long to the day that I don’t need to see any one of them ever again,with no hard feelings at all,I just want them out of my face…and this applies to so many ppl out there you would be surprised.
so consider adapting my personal quote..that I just came up with “you don’t need to be loved at work..makes no difference”.
This also happened to me way back at school, where at some point, all of my class hated me, and get that… it WASN’T my fault!
Times like those do pass, but for now, go to work, do what you gotta do, and get back home. Enjoy the work itself, not the environment, until you actually get another job and put those people behing your back and have a fresh start somewhere else, with better people sround.
Anyways, don’t think that wherever you go, everyone will be pleasant. This is rare. You will always find snobs, suckups, hypocrites, and pricks all the way at work, all the time. So get yourself prepared to deal with everyone as they deserve, put everyone in their rightful place, and learn from your previous experiences and mistakes.
This happened to all of us once/more often. The only way I got over these things were by having more self confidence and pride in what ever I do and avoiding any negative nergy around myslef. it still works with me
if you work with girls you could be fucked. They never forget or forgive. If you work with guys just give it time and they’ll forgive and will forget eventually; we mostly have short attention spans…
I have had this type of thing happen to me. I once worked as a Cold Caller who sold insurance… hated by everyone but it is a fun job. I loved my job, but oneday someone said something about me and it got out of hand. The next thing I know no one is talking to me and people who liked me had to take a step back so it did not effect them. I just wanted my old life back… But after some time it all went away…
It happens… It sucks at the time but people move on.
Is that you in the pic?
I am the only girl. No one likes me.
i never meant to whisper that… Meant to click the email button.
Anyway, is it you in that pic?
*Click the right button now Lee*
I reposted my pic on the top right hand corner and in the about me page. I guess ppl are curious to see how i look like!
So that’s not you in this post?
I see you have changed a few things on the blog? I think I am spotting a few things new here… And nice new pics
Its nice to know who is posting these things.
Can you move the Whisper button? And also replace it with the email button? I keep clicking it and it is annoying me
I have to keep my whisper button so people want to say things privately to me can do so. Also, if you want to email me, use the contact page!