Things have just slowly died
I wanted to write about this a few days ago, actually over the past weekend, but I wanted to wait. I decided to send a birthday card to someone, just to see if they would see it or not. If would reply or not.
Nothing.
I just sat there thinking, things do die over time. People forget me. Things just are not the same anymore. A birthday card to remember someone and maybe they would recognize the fact that I still remember. Nothing. Nothing at all. No thanks. Nothing.
After all the crap that has been going on in my life and knowing that people hate me and I have to put up with it every day, I was just hoping that people from the past would still care and remember me. That they would realize that I do care and I do remember.
I guess not. I am the forgotten one, and things slowly died over time and cannot be bought back.
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Maybe it would die at your end too when things are all going uphills in ur life..and maybe they still haven’t seen the card yet for some reason.
Don’t feel bad lady..here, see my email..and its Dec 3rd..right it down..
Wait..thats like a year from now..if it makes u feel any better feel free to send it now..and here’s the reply min halla2 “you’re 11 months early..ah thanks..I guess”
Life sucks, i have no pearls of wisdom for this… I myself am in am mess… But that is rude i think.
Find some new and better friends.
I used 123 greetings which emails you when a person viewed your card.
Anyways.. the past is the past. Can’t change it and people will continue to hate me forever.
your fan base is generally Arab, you point out there narcassitc faults and they freak… that’s media for you. Bye the way did you dump “the black iris”? that was a good sight… by the way I’m sure your co-workers don’t hate you, you should consider a break away though for your mental health you seem way down girl
cheer up you got a lot going for you just can’t see it now 
We have absolutely no control over people. They will act as they see fit. They will hurt you, do beautiful things for you, deceive you blatantly, be your best friend and you’ll never fully understand why. Something that becomes clearer to me as the years go by is that things are never exactly what they seem. If someone ignores you and thereby gives you the impression that they hate you, don’t settle on that impression. Don’t settle on the impression that the opposite is true, either. Just accept the fact that you don’t know and have no way of knowing. They could be the best people in the world, the worst people in the world or most likely, somewhere in between, that is, just people with reasons you’re not privy to. I think I’ve always had a tendency to think the worst of any situation but what I’ve been learning lately is that people are not quite as good or as bad as we imagine.
It seems, in writing these comments to you I’m always thinking of something I wrote and a movie recommendation to go with it.:) I do hope they add something to your life. The movie recommendation this time is ‘The Upside of Anger.’
http://www.hirideyo.com/journal/iris/2007/10/28/the_upside_of_anger
http://www.hirideyo.com/journal/iris/2007/07/24/among_other_things