I need reasons
What do you do when you know that your life is really not that great? I have no drive to do anything and people still read my blog trying to find an ending or a reason for my writings. I don’t really have a reason or an objective or anything to really focus on. I just write. People read. I never really cared who or why. I never thought that anyone would take any interest in reading an open diary of random thoughts of a person like me. In real life people don’t take any interest in me. Don’t even talk to me much or care to ask how I am. Yet, they would rather spend time reading my blog and not talk to me. I never knew why.
Is my writing that different to who I really am that people would rather read than talk to me?
I never understood people, and at times I really wished I never made this blog, but I had my reasons. Now, I have no reason to keep writing. I don’t benefit from writing on here or present anything interesting to the world that someone else out there hasn’t done. It’s better to just have a private diary and just write on it from now on.
I don’t know what to do anymore, but I know that maintaining a daily blog has become pointless.
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It was about time... 
Well, I would talk to you in person.
But Canada is soooo far away. I can make it to Michigan but that is as close as I have been…
But whether you continue the blog or not is truly up to you. I found this blog only about a week ago and have actually had a good time reading since then.
But if you do end this, you could always get on a messenger (MSN, Yahoo, or even *shiver* AIM). Everyone needs to vent every now and then, maybe this blog has satisfied that already?
When Edison was experimenting with his inventions many times he must have told himself that he was mad and it was pointless to go on any further with his crazy ideas… if he listened to himself then, I think we would still be in the dark ages (literally).
It also always helps to scream on top of your lungs for no reason in a jam packed tube train during rush hour… believe you me, once you do that.. you’ll have plenty of reasons to write as well…
O yes.. my whole point of the above comment was that… please continue writing… if not for yourself but for mere souls who cannot rant as you can…