So I have been so so lazy lately. I haven’t been to the gym since Saturday. I am too lazy to go and I just don’t feel like sweating. The weather has been horrible. It snowed today! It’s almost the end of March and it still snows. For the first time in my life, I am actually sick of winter. It actually makes me depressed and I am just tired of it.

I took that video with my cell phone cam while I was bored standing 15 min for a late bus. The snow was blowing on my face that I kept singing, “I hate snow! I hate snow!” in a childish voice, and people kept staring at me. I didn’t care. I was sick of it as much as them!

I want to go to sleep, but I drank coffee at 9 pm. Who does that? ME! Now I feel like it is my 8 am hour and I am half dozed off trying to wake up!

Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post, Whatever!

Yesterday I complained on my blog how I can’t stand the union caretaker workers and how they don’t clean or take out garbage or anything. I got sick of it. So today, around the end of the day, not only did a caretaker show up, but two of them! They wanted to clean the desks and vacuum too. I was like wow! I told them I will leave and give them all the space they wanted! Did they read my complaints? Did someone tell THEM! They seriously only come and take out the garbage every 2 or 3 weeks, but a full house cleaning! Now that’s too much!

Now I know virtual nagging works!

Blah Blah, Funny, They said what?

I used to be the open minded blog hostess back in the days. However, two days ago I installed a new spam filter plugin and I enabled moderation of comments because dammit, you people spam me sometimes with a lot of nonsense that I want to read it before I post it online! It’s not that your comment is spam getting caught, but you lovely people have big mouths! It’s more work for me to moderate comments now.

See what you got me to do now?

Blah Blah, Funny, Random Thoughts

I may be the strangest person on earth. I get money thrown at me all the time, but what do I do? I completely ignore it. I don’t even care about getting anymore money. I don’t want any more money. I am content with my salary that anything extra does not satisfy me in any way.

Last Thursday I got an email from a lady I know that wants me to do contract work (website design) for her friend for $500 dollars. Very simple work. No coding, nothing. I looked at the email, and just stared at it for a minute and ignored it and never looked at it again nor replied to it. I just didn’t care. All the time I get asked to do web site work for XXX amount of money and it is such simple work that people will jump on the band wagon to earn a bit more cash. I don’t. I lost complete interest in doing any contract work.

Why you may ask?

Because it is a dirty business. You work sometimes too much and do great things, with so many revisions for an unsatisfied cheap ass customer. $500 dollars for a website? How many revisions? How many complaints and endless emails. You know private contractors charge $60 – $90 an hour for custom web designs? Yet, they think I am money hungry and want to offer me whatever they think should be the cost of it!

One time, I was offered by this private consultant company to redesign a content management site for their client. A simple custom template. Nothing hard, but takes a bit of creativity. I was offered $20 an hour, and they charged the client $60 an hour for my work. I just sat there thinking, why the hell you want me to do this for a 1/3 of the price? You want to make money off of my talents? Who do you think I am? I said no. I think they wondered why I wasn’t money hungry like them. If they really wanted to pay someone that cheap then she should have found some highschool kid who has nothing better to do and does this for fun.

Another time, I was offered to work for someone to create this new great design for a large website. I didn’t do any of the coding, someone else I know did and accepted $20 an hour even though he was ridiculed a lot for his great work, but he needed the money. I didn’t have a direct communication with the client, so I had no fucking clue what they wanted. So I just did whatever based on what the consultants have discussed with me. Later on, I was told that they don’t need me to design this site, and that the client wanted to hire a company to do it. :lol: Same day I figured out that one of the cconsultant’s friend does graphic design for a living and needed some work and they gave him the job instead. So lying to me is ok? Wasn’t it.

After a few incidents I had with private contract work, I just got sick of doing it and I find no joy in satisfying people who want cheap extravagant work. Having one job is enough, believe me. I don’t want to go home and do more work for ungrateful cheap fools.

I rather sleep all day than do unnecessary contract work.

Angry, Blah Blah, Random Thoughts

I am not a crazy cleaner or anything, but dammit, why the hell do I have to keep cleaning the fucking small ass office at work?

First off, the garbage is seldom ever taken out. Why? No clue. Damn UNION! So I end up taking it out 2 or 3 times a week cause no one ever TAKES IT OUT!

Secondly, my lovely co-workers leave uncleaned plates, bowls and utensils just sitting out to collect mildew and dust near the fridge. Who ends up cleaning it after I suffer looking at it for a week? ME!

Thirdly, my lovely co-workers leave food in the fridge for days, weeks, maybe even months that rots in the fridge that it starts to grow some weird ass stuff out of it and leaks all over. Who takes it out after the smell penetrates my skin when I open the fridge? ME!

I am sick of it. I swear! I spend at least an 1/2 hour of my day cleaning this shit. I don’t even bother with the other office that is filthy half the time and garbage cans over flowing. They like the look of garbage over flowing than that’s their problem. I honestly don’t care anymore except where I sit most of the day ALONE! At times I hate being alone but I found other ways to keep me sanely entertained while I am working, but I only dreamed of my own office, OWN office so it would stay CLEAN! I got sick of the smell, the dust, and the mildew. God I hate working here!

Angry, Blah Blah, Ranting as usual!, Whatever!