Today was such an exciting day of hovering around. I been all over the place today. I don’t think my new boss cares, well, cause we still haven’t seen him or he even bothered to talk to us again after the 15 minutes introduction.

Anyways, I was out and about all day. We even went to our Ex-bosse’s house for BBQ with everyone there. We brought Halal burgers with us cause well, IT IS BETTER! :laugh: yah.. great work I got.. at times I wonder who the real manager is? I still think my old boss is the BOSS!

After that, the craziest ride back from his place!!! He lives out of town like 20 minute drive, and my lovely co-workers spent it goofing around in the car to the point that they kept swerving the car from left to right. The more I said, “STOP IT!” the more they kept on doing it blaming it on one saying, “well he hit me…!!” SWERVE!! I seriously wanted to kill them, but I can’t.. maybe just smack them.. that might be the good bye gift I will be giving them if I leave.. a good smack on the face with a quick run for it after.. :lol:

Well.. anyways.. my hovering for today is done. Thank THE LORD that this week is OVER! I had enough.. my life cannot get anymore dramatic as it did.. time for refreshing spring to finally come into my life.. spring come.. come.. come dammit!! arghh.. :grr:

Blah Blah, Random Thoughts

Wow.. today is the ultimate day for rejection. Not only was I rejected this morning by a major slap in the face by the stupid engagement thing, but now I got another rejection from a guy I liked chatting with and thought maybe things would be good but I am giving it time to mature and manage my immediate life first. :lol: Wow!! NO GUY LIKES ME! Great!

Good thing God gave me a brain and a job cause I surely have a sucky personality that guys don’t like. :dead:

Random Thoughts

Honestly, how can one person like me, this very quiet person with limited surroundings of people can have such an EXCITING life?

EXCITING is what I mean dramatic, crazy, unbelievable… me? ME?

So how many of you remember the purpose of this blog and why I made it? I made it to vent about my life, my messed up 4 year relationship, and the crazy life I am living.

The past 6 months have been a complete roller coaster. Crazy things happen to me but I adjust after a while and find other ways to deal with it after my grieving period that goes from 1 hour to years. I get over it eventually, life moves on, right?

Well, this morning I got great news. My mom knows everyone in our city and all the stories. So she was telling me about a particular family and particular person. It seems that someone is getting engaged soon. GUESS WHO?

Of all the people, after all the shit he put me through, dude.. I ended up making a blog cause of him. Who the hell does that? Wasn’t he bugging me 6 months ago through my blog? And emailing, and facebooking? Now this? An arranged marriage to a girl who is not from this country even?

What did I do to deserve this? Seriously.. I feel like I was worth nothing and now I am paying the price. After all, as he said, IT’S ALL MY FAULT! It’s my fault that I WAS MY SELF, OPEN MINDED AND NOT FAKE! SORRY I WASN’T ARABIC ENOUGH! BEHAVED, TOLERANT, AND OBEYING AS HE KEPT CLAIMING I WASN’T!

I thought about it a lot the past hour, and I am just gonna keep cursing and regretting the day I ever met him and probably this is the worst type of closure. I think I am just damn unlucky. Some Arab guys are fucking heartless.

I seriously need to get a new job soon. I have to get out of this place ASAP. Bad memories… really bad. I need to start a new life. This is sick.

Angry, Blah Blah, They said what?, Whatever!

There is a lot of injustice in the world. A lot of things that people go through in life that make no sense and make you wonder why people treat other people like shit. They never really justify their reasoning. I am sick of the world. I wish people will treat others with respect for once.

I feel bad for people who have to live through this injustice.

Random Thoughts

I have been surfing the blog world for the past few minutes and I came across a few Arabic blogs that have this obsession with talking about relationships. So, you are single, a bit above average age of marriage (just like me), and all you talk about is relationships with the opposite gender and how relationships “should be handled?”

Hmm, I don’t understand why people with no experience with relationships or people who are not explicitly or honestly telling everyone that they are in a relationship have this duty to tell others how relationships should be. Don’t these people feel guilty that they are misguiding people with something they are really not involved in or had any real experience in?

Let’s say you got a personal blog and you talk about random things. Yet, out of no where you start explaining to the internet world that relationships SHOULD be dealt with this way. Well, can you tell the INTERNET people instead personal truthful experiences instead of preaching to them “the right way” things should be done? Who DIED and made you an expert? Seriously, what gave you the CREDIBILITY to give people advice in something that has no factual evidence or prior experience to back up your preachiness?

Some bloggers do make me laugh from such nonsense they write on their blogs and I truly call that a waste of virtual space and ill advice.

Before practicing what is preached that “appears” credible by some lonely desperate horny wacko behind a computer screen with no life; stop and think, why they saying all this? Arabic bloggers can’t obviously talk about porn and masturbation ever so openly on a blog, so those bloggers result to talking about how a relationship should be. So, are they telling this based on experience or just making up a lot of shit to get people’s attention and get random naive readers to their blog? You know, PORN would have been easier. Save your self the BS and tell us what you are really thinking.

Ranting as usual!, They said what?, Whatever!