I am completely lost. I really am. I don’t feel like my self anymore. I forgot who I am, and what I tried to pursue in life. I keep thinking that no, I want to shape up my destiny. I want to control it, but I can’t. I am just really depressed and very stressed out. It’s not just work, but life in general. I want a change and need a chance so badly and so quickly. I think it is just patience. I lost every ounce of it and it is making me depressed!
Ahh.. I am just going to sleep. I will go to work tomorrow and will say… TGIF! TIGF!!
My name is Mona, and I am an Arab-Palestenian girl who resides in Canada. This is my blog, and I am writing my point of view about being an Arab in these foreign lands. Currently, I am working as a Computer Programmer and Graphics Designer. That's some info about me, and you can learn more [
Thursday, May 8th 2008 at 11:50 pm
I find this song to really connect with this feeling, for me anyways. It is a pretty somber song, but ramps up towards the end. You might like it, might not…
Iced Earth - The Clouding (Owens Version)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=oVYSXqp5bFY
Friday, May 9th 2008 at 7:05 am
TGIF!
Friday, May 9th 2008 at 11:43 am
oh i definitely know what you mean, but then again i’ve lost myself many a time over, and with every “time” its a self-overcoming process, you always learn a little.
i personally find solace in a good walk and some traditional classically sung poetry to bring me back to myself, but each to their own
but saying that, it might just be the pills im on lol
Friday, May 9th 2008 at 12:45 pm
Very cool song! Me like!
and yes.. TGIF!!!
Friday, May 9th 2008 at 5:04 pm
Mona, what plans do you have to get out of your rut?