I don’t know why
I don’t know why right now I feel sad and depressed. I just feel empty inside. I really do. I feel that life is just moving so slow in an unknown direction that I really don’t look forward to anything anymore. I keep saying what’s the point?
Every time something semi-exciting happens in my life I feel that it is too much. It will not last and just a temporary feeling. It turns out that way really. Nothing good comes out of it and just a waste of time. I feel that everyone has moved on with their life. Everyone is doing exciting new things and having a good time, and I am stuck. The more I try to change or do something different, nothing comes out of it. No results.
Examples. I can’t get a guy to like me for who I am. They always question my personality and actions and what I say. That’s what I really can’t stand about guys. Why some guys question every word that I ever said. I say a lot of shit, so do they. Why is it ok for them to say or do whatever they please, and I can’t?
Then there is work. I go to work every day wishing it was my last day. I keep hoping I get a phone call or a magic email that says, “Mona, you want to come work for us?” That didn’t happen, and I think it will never happen. Not with my luck.
I feel so unlucky in my life. Love life sucks. Work life sucks. What’s left? Personal life is mediocre. I don’t know. I just want to sleep tonight, wake up tomorrow with a new life. Wouldn’t that be ideal?
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So often I feel the same.. just go through bad phases. I feel it worse when I got PMT..
Hope things look up for you soon
You still have your health
I think everyone goes through crappy times, its just that most people keep it to themselves. Society has kind of made depression to be somewhat of a taboo, if you don’t feel happy, successful 100% of the time then you are made to feel like a failure. Reality is that we are all dealing with the same things just trying to pretend that we’re the only ones that have got it all together
I know the feeling.
Sucks to be you :lol:
I’m joking… of course :think:
But yeah, I feel the same way, only for a couple different reasons.
Try to find a hobby. I make crappy little games in my spare time. It’s helped loads, made me accomplish something (ego boost HELLZ YEAH!) and learned how to build a game from code (still can’t see the use in OOP though) and sprites. I suck but at it but it’s fun. :spin:
What the?! Please — go outside and do something FUN!
You are depressing the hell out of me! Beleive me, I’m no ray of sunshine myself but you my friend need … well, who am I to say? The weather is supposed to be nice this weekend, get out, stop thinking, start doing! Cheers! :whoa:
It’s Friday and it’s sunny!! Of course I am ecstatic!
I often feel the same… I can get ur feelings. U take care of urself, time works wonders! )))