I don’t know why right now I feel sad and depressed. I just feel empty inside. I really do. I feel that life is just moving so slow in an unknown direction that I really don’t look forward to anything anymore. I keep saying what’s the point?
Every time something semi-exciting happens in my life I feel that it is too much. It will not last and just a temporary feeling. It turns out that way really. Nothing good comes out of it and just a waste of time. I feel that everyone has moved on with their life. Everyone is doing exciting new things and having a good time, and I am stuck. The more I try to change or do something different, nothing comes out of it. No results.
Examples. I can’t get a guy to like me for who I am. They always question my personality and actions and what I say. That’s what I really can’t stand about guys. Why some guys question every word that I ever said. I say a lot of shit, so do they. Why is it ok for them to say or do whatever they please, and I can’t?
Then there is work. I go to work every day wishing it was my last day. I keep hoping I get a phone call or a magic email that says, “Mona, you want to come work for us?” That didn’t happen, and I think it will never happen. Not with my luck.
I feel so unlucky in my life. Love life sucks. Work life sucks. What’s left? Personal life is mediocre. I don’t know. I just want to sleep tonight, wake up tomorrow with a new life. Wouldn’t that be ideal?
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so when they gonna feel bored from youtube ? 
there is even a book that claims... 
Thursday, May 22nd 2008 at 5:09 pm
So often I feel the same.. just go through bad phases. I feel it worse when I got PMT..
Hope things look up for you soon
Thursday, May 22nd 2008 at 5:55 pm
You still have your health
I think everyone goes through crappy times, its just that most people keep it to themselves. Society has kind of made depression to be somewhat of a taboo, if you don’t feel happy, successful 100% of the time then you are made to feel like a failure. Reality is that we are all dealing with the same things just trying to pretend that we’re the only ones that have got it all together
Thursday, May 22nd 2008 at 8:11 pm
I know the feeling.
Thursday, May 22nd 2008 at 9:48 pm
[...] forward to anything anymore. I keep saying what’s the point?” writes Palestinian blogger Mona. Posted by Amira Al Hussaini Share [...]
Friday, May 23rd 2008 at 12:02 am
Sucks to be you
I’m joking… of course
But yeah, I feel the same way, only for a couple different reasons.
Try to find a hobby. I make crappy little games in my spare time. It’s helped loads, made me accomplish something (ego boost HELLZ YEAH!) and learned how to build a game from code (still can’t see the use in OOP though) and sprites. I suck but at it but it’s fun.
Friday, May 23rd 2008 at 8:48 am
What the?! Please — go outside and do something FUN!
You are depressing the hell out of me! Beleive me, I’m no ray of sunshine myself but you my friend need … well, who am I to say? The weather is supposed to be nice this weekend, get out, stop thinking, start doing! Cheers!
Friday, May 23rd 2008 at 9:02 am
It’s Friday and it’s sunny!! Of course I am ecstatic!
Friday, June 6th 2008 at 11:09 am
I often feel the same… I can get ur feelings. U take care of urself, time works wonders! )))
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