The urge to smash anything
It’s early AM and I have been awake since 2:30. I am still sleeping on the couch in the living room. My bed is not that great and I tried sitting on it yesterday and it was more painful than a needle touching your finger. I am just so tired. I have been sitting in the same location since Sunday. I can walk now but my feet are killing me when I do. My back is somewhat better but I am still taking meds. I wonder what will happen when I completely stop.
It’s thundering and raining really hard outside. I can hear it and even see rays of light coming through the thick drapes. I honestly like the sound of rain, but obviously not thunder. Thunder here actually shakes our house if it is strong. So it is not that pleasant of a feeling when you come from war torn countries and hearing a bomb like sound outside.
So I can’t sleep. You want to know why? Well, I got so tired of taking medicines last night, that I didn’t take my sleeping one. It is supposed to make you drowsy and not feel any pain. So I didn’t want to take it and sleep on my own. Well, 3 hours later and I was awake! Yaay. I kept hearing a party in my head telling me to wake up and stay awake.
I spent my time surfing the web with my handicapped wireless laptop. The wireless indicator is saying “very slow signal.” And I have to agree, it is S L O W. I feel that I am surfing the web with dial up. Man… I can’t imagine surfing the web anymore using dial up. I just remember the annoying phone sound that it made to connect.
My head really hurts now. I feel dizzy and moody. I feel like hitting something really hard just for the pleasure. I think I am psychotic, but this is what happens when meds and sleep deprivation meet.
Has anyone ever thought why the internet became so popular? I can tell you why!! It’s because there are psychos like me infesting it with our addictive wisdom and witty sayings. You know you want to read more. I can come up with lots of stuff to say. I am full of words of wisdom.
How about this ladies. Say you are in a crowd of people and you spot an attractive handsome man. What do you do?
1. Do you approach him.
2. Do you just keep staring at him.
3. Make it your life mission to stalk him.
4. Ask your friends if they know him.
5. Set up a trip wire and make him fall next you.
I go for number 5. Why you might ask? Simple. Why should a girl initiate all the moves, when she can easily make him fall next to her? :laugh:
Aye.. I am a bit crazy. I have to make that clear. If you ever see me posting another post this early, then you know I am operating with half mental capacity. The other half is hovering in outer space waiting for the engine to fire up again and come back.
This post is pointless and just a bunch of ramblings. I will post it anyways.
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“Say you are in a crowd of people and you spot an attractive handsome man. What do you do?
1. Do you approach him.
2. Do you just keep staring at him.
3. Make it your life mission to stalk him.
4. Ask your friends if they know him.
5. Set up a trip wire and make him fall next you.
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That was kind of a brainstorming , except for the subject which I found as you said pointless! it would be very interesting if you try to come up with a What-to-do to help our palestinian brothers and sisters!
It was pointless, and I don’t know how I can help my brothers and sistas… but one day I will come up with some list.
Your comment smells anger between lines !
It ’s not pointless anymore since it gives chance to talk
about palestinian poeple and don’t tell me u don’t know how ! u work in computer field and the less u can do is to build website talkin about what really happen in ur country or a virtual social networkin or …
“but one day I will come up with some list.”
this kind of textes we left for our arab politicians
they are very good at making promises …
Karim? Why you turning this to some political debate. I wasn’t angry or anything. My site does not represent anything political or promises or anything. My site is just about me. It happens I am Palestenian. That’s it. Because I said I will come up one day with a list, means it is something I will come up with later in the future. Don’t try to read between the lines. The lines are empty. Ok?
Karim, this is my first time here, but your comments prove that you’re a little naive, counter productive or unintelligent, I’m not sure which.
People don’t have to talk about the topics you choose every single time… man lighten up.. have a sense of humor.. that’s almost as important as helping a cause.
You say Arabs are good at making promises, and I promise you that no site about what’s going on is going to change what’s happening now. Most of what there is to say has already been said… we’re suffering the consequences of a made up mind everywhere in the world nowadays.
Mona,
I’ll be looking for trip wires in case others follow your advice.
Don’t worry about it Will. Karim kept emailing me last night trying to prove his point. When I tried to retaliate he kept saying, “wow.. you’re 27 years old and talk like that?” Pretty stupid and only combat line he had.
I think he was probably just impressed.. anyway.. speak not to a fool for he will scorn the wisdom of your words..
Anyway.. back to your trip wire.. what would it be made of?
Just a normal metal one, and I will guarantee no bombs on either side!
hmm number 4 is probably the best answer
4. Ask your friends if they know him.
but I say go for three!
3. Make it your life mission to stalk him. :spin: