Squibby is home … cause work SUCKS!

I decided today after I got so sick of hearing about moving again at work to bring Squibby my turtle home. We have to move again at work to another room. I guess they got us a bigger room than we used to have originally, but again, no windows. I was pissed because it is in the farthest away nastiest place. It is near the building’s garbage disposal area with signs saying, “keep door closed!” I was like what the fuck! I feel like I am trash. We are trash and we are treated like one with all this crap. Not only that, the room has an extension and we have to share it with grad students??? And people wonder why I hate this job so much for sitting and doing nothing and getting paid for it. It’s a horrible environment!

I just told my dad and bro about it. My dad said, “3am bey7awlo yitafshookom be ay taree2a?” Meaning: (Are they trying to get you so bored to death in any way possible?)

I said, “YEP!”

He said, “don’t worry. Be patient and God is there.”

Oh I have been patient. So patient to the point I want to take my arm and bite it from my patience! I want it to see it bleed so I will feel physical pain instead of the emotional catastrophic pain I have been suffering. Fuck this job. It really has sucked the life out of me that I am willing to take anything right now. I don’t care if it pays less, as long as I fucking leave! 6 years of experience is shit to people! I am willing to start all over than stay at this job that is deteriorating every cell in my brain and sucking my soul!

Angry, Blah Blah, Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!, Squibby