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Counting sheeps will not work
I have not been sleeping well at all the past 3 or 4 weeks. It got worse this week with my less than 3 hours of sleep. That’s why I have been so alert and just want to continue doing something all day. My brain is just functioning all the time! No stopping it what so ever. I am no longer lazy!
Sleep deprivation, will it eventually kill me?

Her rise is a ‘really bad Disney movie’
I love Matt Damon. This is his take on Sarah Palin’s rise to presidency. It’s quite true!
Actor Matt Damon speaks out on the Republicans’ choice of hockey-mom Sarah Palin for VP. Damon compares her rise to a ‘really bad Disney movie’ and says it’s crazy that this woman could become President. (Sept. 10)
Why do we hold grudges?
I hold grudges, and I hold grudges forever. I think I am born that way. Some people say I am revengeful, but in reality I am not. I don’t like revenge because I am lazy. That takes effort which I am not willing to do. However, I do hold grudges. Once I stop liking someone because of what they did to me, or what they said to me or about me, I just tend to ignore them forever.
Maybe it is not the right thing to do. Sometimes I do get pissed at people, but I let it go after a while because it was not worth it to begin with. Well, other times I just have every reason to never talk to this person again for what they did. Other people, let’s say they are not worth my time to begin with and I just rather hold a grudge and ignore them forever than bother to deal with them again.
How many people have I held grudges against? Since I don’t have many friends, I would say many many many many people. It is not that I am anti-social or anti-friendship. On the contrary, I am a quiet person who likes her privacy and her space. Once someone invades that space uninvited and starts talking nonsense about me without a valid reason, then I will just not talk to them again. It is better for me and for them.
Why do I do that? Simple. I don’t like being fake at all towards people that I don’t like. Why should I pretend to like someone? What do I gain? I don’t like them. End of story. So why the fakeness?
That’s why I am anti-fake, and I maybe someday I will loose this habit of holding grudges and let things go.
So holding grudges means to ignore people so you no longer be fake with your feelings towards them. I found a definition for holding a grudge on Wikitionary which needs some refinement. It says this, “To stay angry (at someone or something) far longer than is reasonable.” I didn’t like it because it is not FAR longer than reasonable yet, they deserved it!
Let the people rule! Screw political propaganda, let the rebellion begin!
I have not seen such political garbage in my life as I did this year. I am not talking American. They got their own problems, especially with this video that has been permeating around called John McCain Gets BarackRoll’d. I watched it and I was amazed by how stupid people can seriously get!
I have been spending several hours a day glued to the TV and watching Canadian political propaganda which is sicking. This was the worst one I saw yesterday from Stephen Harper about family. I didn’t know if he was sincere or just a bad actor.
So I decided that since I cannot stand any of them, and the world is going to go into chaos soon, I will have to get back to the old political system. I looked up all the known world political systems in the past, and the best one that was close to a rebellion is called Ochlocracy. Let the people rule! Let the people go crazy and form their own mobs and do something against all the political bantering! It’s going to eventually happen anyways. Hollywood predicted it!







