Don’t preach religion again people like you did last year about this! I LOVE Halloween! I love giving candy to dressed up kids. I find it the cutest thing ever! Got a problem with that?

Happy Halloween!

So, today’s agenda:

1. Halloween decoration. Done.
2. Various amounts of Halloween candy placed in small cute bags. Done.
3. Hid extra candy (Reeses Pieces) in the pantry. Done.
4. Reading blogs. Done.
5. Working on website for e-mag project. Work in progress.
6. Emailed some people with deep disappointment because I don’t like empty promises regarding sending me articles. Done.

Time to get back to work before night time and scaring the kids. Muwauahhaha!

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There are some people out there that are at the edge of making me vomit. I do not know why in the world people think that their silliness is funny or amusing because it is not. Believe me, if you think that being silly is amusing and gets people’s attention to notice you and stay “friends” with you, then you are wrong. It is pure annoying and people are just smiling or laughing at you and not with you. Silliness is the one human characteristic that I cannot stand and I find it horrible. I find that people who hide their true feelings are the ones with an excessive level of silliness. I am not saying you cannot be silly from time to time; we are all silly at times, but NOT all the time. Really, it is not a very appealing characteristic to have, especially if you plan to have or keep your job.

Joking around is also a part of silliness. I find joking around is fun sometimes, but you have to be careful who are you joking around with. Do you know them well enough? Are they your friends? Do you know if they will accept your ludicrous jokes? Do not get me wrong, I am not really a serious person and I like to have fun and joke around. However, I think that some people who are on my life’s block list should seriously change their ways. People do NOT think you are funny, and they do NOT always think you are joking.

This silly person I am talking about, and I shouldn’t be because people who gossip go to hell (who said I was perfect anyways?), has reminded me of something I did a while back. I was 18 or 19 I think, and I knew one Jordanian/Palestinian guy who was incredibly annoying. He thrived on silliness and it was his only means of survival. People laughed at him and his constant jokes and he wasn’t young either, but a mature student. Surprisingly, he thought he was beyond funny and people loved him. Unfortunately, there was this one person who told him off and slapped him. Guess who it was? Yah me… Duh! Who else has a bad temper and thinks silly people are pure ridiculous? Me! I couldn’t stand him. You could not talk to this guy at all. Every sentence he had to say something that he thought was funny, but it actually made fun of someone or something. I could not stand it, and his jokes were getting to the point of being offensive that I could not help but get angry. He thought since I was an Arab like him that it was “ok”. Ahh, no! Does it look like I am the type of person who prefers certain people and should be nice to them because they are “ahl balady?” (People from my country?) I think we all know that I do not care about Arabs or non Arabs. Everyone is the same to me and I have no preference when it comes to human characteristics.

After ranting for the past three paragraphs, we can all conclude that I do not like silly people. They should be slapped and told to shut the hell up. In Arabic we call these people: “sakhefeen.” Those are the type of people I repel from and I wish someone else has the guts to tell them off, because I am tired of doing that my self. However, thinking about it now, I am unemployed, and I have no reason to keep my positive reputation as a good person who semi-manages her anger. Well, I guess I got some telling off to do soon!

To be continued… (maybe)

Angry, Blah Blah, Ranting as usual!, Whatever!

I spent the past hour watching videos of the American presidential elections, and wondering what the hell is wrong with people. I have been constantly hearing people emphasize that Obama is Muslim and terrorist, and how can he lead America. Ahh.. ?

Ok, let me explain a few things for those bull headed people. I lived in USA for 5 years, and educated there through most of high school, and I am pretty sure I read something called Freedom of Religion in the constitution somewhere. But forget that. Freedom of Religion is not evident anymore in the US. It’s all Bull. Then, I watched all these videos and people claim that Obama is Arab-Muslim-Terrorist. Wow. Now that’s heavy for a guy who was born in the USA and had a father from Kenya which is not an Arab country what so ever. It is an African country that speaks Swahili and English with only 10% of the population of Muslim faith, and the rest mostly Christian.

Ok? Anyone see a problem there? Secondly, Obama claims he is a Christian. He is. Give it a rest. When one believes something, and swears by it, then he is of that faith. He is almost president of the most powerful country in the world, and you people still argue about faith? Why don’t you argue if he can actually fix the messed up American economy, health care, and diplomatic problems? Can he do all that? Isn’t that what a president supposed to do? He is not running to be a religious leader. I doubt 90% of the people would care to listen to him preach about faith anyways. By the way, the main religions are the same. They believe in one God. Blah blah.. What happens if Obama was Jew, what would have people done? Or what if he was Atheist? Wouldn’t that have been worse? People will then claim he is communist!

I just don’t get why Americans are so divided over this. Don’t people realize that America is such a multicultural nation, and if you are born in the USA, then you are eligible to run for presidency? Or does a person have to be of European decent, white, and 100% Christian to run?

This election has really showed the world how racist Americans are towards one another. Why live in American then? Move to Canada! Even if you are not born in Canada you can run for government. Come to Canada.. come! We have the same population as California. We got room for you because we are the second largest country in landmass in the world. Come and bring your business here! We need jobs!

I found this interesting video called “To Kill an American.” It teaches people a bit about the diversity of Americans. Can you spot an American? They could be anyone!

What do you think of the video? Any thoughts?

Angry, Blah Blah, They said what?, Video

I LOVE snow! However, I don’t like walking in it, or driving in it. We had a mini snow storm this morning, and the snow was really heavy. It is the type of snow that makes the trees weep, and its trunks fall off. Yes, many trees died this morning and it was not due to human negligence. I think I will over use paper now and write an offsite diary since trees suddenly became available in high quantities. Or better yet, how about if I print every post in my blog and keep it as hard evidence of my disturbing thoughts if the internet ever died out? Hmm. I think some environmental advocate would be very angry with me right now and about to give me a very long boring lecture on saving the planet. You want to know how to save the planet? Get rid of humans!

Anyways, I take many pics, and I never share them with the world. Why? No clue. Maybe I am just pure selfish and imagery is not as vivid as writing about it. However, today is your lucky day and I am going to share some pictures.

This picture was taken of my backyard two weeks ago. The leaves are barely turning yellow at that point, but you can feel the coldness is about to come and bite you in the ass sooner or later.

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This picture was taken of my backyard this morning while the snow storm was bestowing its presence above my city. Look how gorgeous the snow is, and heavy too that the tree trunks are barely staying up.

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I threw this picture for a flavour since I don’t talk or take pictures of Squibby that much anymore. Since my house is cold, and I mean cold because “the authority” is like the city who think it is too early to care about the presence of snow and coldness, and believe it is just temporary. So I leave the lamp on 24/7 for Squibby to stay warm. He enjoys it a lot. I wonder where I can get a lamp big enough for me to stay warm? I demand it is at least 40 watts!

Blah Blah, Squibby, They said what?, Whatever!

One thing about me, and God be my witness regarding this blog post, that my dreams do come true! (Look at me being all religious, now that’s new.) You know, I don’t dream very often, maybe because I snore a lot. (Sorry I just repelled 99% of the males who thought they had a chance); however, I think that I have a psychological dream problem going on there in that vast endless data storage of a brain that I have. As a result, I am scared to sleep. Seriously, I think that my dreams are the reason that I was always afraid to sleep, and endlessly complained about my horrible sleep patterns.

You may think I am delusional, and I am just talking crazy. Yah, maybe, but no, I am not. Moreover, I find that if my dream didn’t come true today, it will eventually when it is meant to, and I will remember. I remember those obscure dreams, because they haunt me day and night. They are the reason I am a bit unstable and have a blog.

A lot of people tried to interpret dreams. A lot of religions tried to interpret dreams. Everyone tried to interpret dreams. How do I interpret dreams? Not by objects, and not by symbolism. On the contrary, my dreams are black and white. Straight to the point, just like my self. I see people I know in dreams. I see actual situations. Sometimes, I see how I fall in my dream, straight on my face, and wake up actually feeling pain on the side on my face. That’s what I call a real dream. I see it, feel it, and remember it. Then it happens in a similar type way in my waking hours. Am I really awake now or dreaming? Seriously?

Oh God, I think I am crazy. I don’t know what I have been doing all day. Maybe just looking at my self in the mirror and wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Any psychologist out there willing to do tests with a maniac named Mona? She is available via e-mail for counseling.

I think that my real problem is something that is living in my unconsious which results in such dreams. As a result of my fear of sleeping and my “great” life, I wake up every day and then look at my self in the mirror and wonder what the hell am I supposed to do today. I keep talking to my self and banging my head on the wall and grinding my teeth. I should take a picture one day of how my teeth look now because of the self inflicted damage that they have suffered from.

Moreover, I keep asking my self daily, is today any different than yesterday? Is it going to be any better? Why has my life turned out the way it did? When will it all stop? Or am I just born unlucky?

I want a solution, but I know what a possible solution is. I want my brain to stop thinking for one minute. Just one minute. No thoughts and pure clarity, and don’t give me that Zen and Yoga crap because I am not interested. I want a real solution! Give me an answer, please!

Blah Blah, Confused, Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post