Life is just passing by me
It is one of those days when I feel that life sucks. It really does. I sometimes want to think that my life is not so bad. Other people have it worse, then I look at some other people’s lives and think that they have it better. They have achieved something in life so far. What have I achieved at my age? Nothing. I feel that I wasted almost all my 20′s. I am aimless.
I am not an evil person, or a person with a bad attitude. Although some stupid people that comment on my site who don’t even know me in person think I am. I am actually the opposite of that. I just take out my anger in this blog and on people I don’t know, that means you. I have too much anger built up inside me from all the crap that I have seen in my life. That’s my problem. I think I experienced the worst of things, and I keep asking my self, “why?”
I try to correct some things, or try new things just so I know that life is not one set path that you take and forever stuck to. I mean, maybe I am unlikable. I am not that pretty or attractive, I don’t have many friends, and not many people talk to me. A lot of people think I am weird, old, and my life is boring. Who can blame them?
I am just tired of all these thoughts. I keep asking myself, “when will my life change?” When will I get out of this lifestyle I am stuck to and start something new and exciting? I don’t know. I really don’t.
I think I was born unlucky, and going to be forever unhappy.
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G’day,
“when will my life change?” – when YOU start working on changing it. And by work, I mean, ACTUAL productive, positive and directive steps that make YOU feel good about yourself and your life and what you have accomplished. As for “I think I was born unlucky.” whenever I hear this sentence it really pisses me off (sorry for the language) – because luck has NOTHING to do with who we end up being or what we end up doing in our life. When things go wrong, ppl should stop complaining about their ‘oh-so-terrible-luck’ and objectively look at the actual things that may have ended them being in the sticky position they are in. May be being too arguementative is wrong, may be being too bold is wrong, may be being too opinionated is wrong… I mean may be TOO much of something is in fact wrong, and is why, some ppl end up in places they dont want to be in.
I second what what kiwi_canada said and I would like to add some points.
A while ago a wise good friend said: “you might get lucky in doing something, but there is no such thing as being unlucky”.
I think health should be above everything. I personally know my brother’s friend who’s a programmer and achieved so much at his age (23, he works for IBM) but now hes got tendonitis in his both arms together with CTS in both wrists, and on top of that he gets tingling in the back and left arm every now and then becuase some hernia in his neck spine which causes him lots of pain. All this due to wrong posture while working. Appearnace is not everything. You never know whats going inside them.
Most important as Kiwi said to solve you problem and find a path that you would like to take or something that will make you happy like a visit to 3akka =)
“La Taqna6o men ra7mat allah”