I made another videocast. You can tell I am not in the mood for spending an hour typing or thinking to write something intelligent and worth reading, like I ever do! Come back tomorrow and see!

Enjoy my red eye!

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I woke up about an hour ago, and looked in the mirror and my heart almost stopped. My right eye is bloody red. It is hot, itchy, and hurts like hell. I usually get those nasty bloody eyes from time to time, but this time it HURTS!

Someone jinxed me yesterday. It’s not funny. I can only see with one eye! I am barely typing as we speak. Well, one is good enough. I knew one day I will go blind, but it’s a little too soon! Couldn’t it wait till I was 28.4 years old! Blah!!

Maybe I should go find some eye drops now or put a bag of peas on it.

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I guess music sometimes spreads idiotic songs like this. Arab Money? Wow.. I guess some people are obsessed with the Arab money and the oil to the point of singing about it. Not only that, ARABS are a part of it. I guess when someone is at the top, they forget their roots.

Angry, Idiots, They said what?, Video

It is one of those days when I feel that life sucks. It really does. I sometimes want to think that my life is not so bad. Other people have it worse, then I look at some other people’s lives and think that they have it better. They have achieved something in life so far. What have I achieved at my age? Nothing. I feel that I wasted almost all my 20’s. I am aimless.

I am not an evil person, or a person with a bad attitude. Although some stupid people that comment on my site who don’t even know me in person think I am. I am actually the opposite of that. I just take out my anger in this blog and on people I don’t know, that means you. I have too much anger built up inside me from all the crap that I have seen in my life. That’s my problem. I think I experienced the worst of things, and I keep asking my self, “why?”

I try to correct some things, or try new things just so I know that life is not one set path that you take and forever stuck to. I mean, maybe I am unlikable. I am not that pretty or attractive, I don’t have many friends, and not many people talk to me. A lot of people think I am weird, old, and my life is boring. Who can blame them?

I am just tired of all these thoughts. I keep asking myself, “when will my life change?” When will I get out of this lifestyle I am stuck to and start something new and exciting? I don’t know. I really don’t.

I think I was born unlucky, and going to be forever unhappy.

Depressed

Yes, I did a videocast. It is the lamest thing on earth. I wanted to try it out, and see how much of a bum I look like. I look like an internet looser. My hair is messy (sorry I am not a typical Arab girl who cares too much about other people looking at her being her true bum like self), I smile too much, my face is too close to the camera, I sarcastically throw in lame comments, and I say too many things that make no sense. I am just like EVERYONE ELSE in the world! Oh no!!

The video is mostly about the e-magazine and calling for articles again. I got tired of writing it out, so I made a video instead. I know. LAME!

I will make other better videos later, where I don’t look like I just fell out of bed. I have a DV camera that is just sitting there, so I might as well start using it.

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