I like Beyonce’s songs. Well, only a couple because dammit, they are angry enough for me to like! Now that’s music at its best.

By the way, R&B is my favorite genre. Some of you have asked that before, and today was the perfect time for my memory to work properly to remember that!

My taste of Music

It’s funny how well a person works when there is an objective at hand. It is much funnier to work and not get paid. I think it is called volunteering, and I never did that in my life. So it’s a new lifestyle for me. However, am I volunteering to make this e-magazine, or trying to start something big?

Some ask me what is the point of starting an online magazine? Why can�t I spend the time instead looking for a job? Actually, my mom asked me if I want to look for work next year. I told her, “yah.. but the economy sucks, and I have money saved. Why you want to get rid of me?” She said, “no no no.. I rather have you sit at home and not go crazy looking for work.” I said, “I am already crazy, and looking for a new job will not make me anymore crazy. Just a bit more cautious of what I really want to do with my life, and not just get a job for the money.”

I honestly want a career and I am not going back to this job where I am an underdog that is not allowed or given a chance to move up within the company, and always shut down. I am more than that, and yes I am arrogant and too self confident, but that’s how we grow as human beings. I don’t find looking for a career an impossible objective, but something that will take time and a lot of thinking. In the meantime, I can keep my self busy by making the best of the internet.

So, I want to start something big, that’s my main objective. I received a few more articles, but I still need a lot more, and I am searching for those who are willing to write. I am not going to make the site live till I do. Even if it means I have to write a lot of different things myself. Which brings up another good point, if you don�t want to write, tell me what to write? Do you have any new ideas or something of interest? Also, those who already wrote an article, I am welcoming more articles from you but different ideas this time. I really want articles regarding entertainment such as reviews of music, movies, and TV shows. Even it is something short, but I guess “people are busy.” I am busy too. I am making a fully fledged magazine site. It’s not small, and so far took me around 90 hours of work. So I am charging people my consulting fees of $100 an hour. I have no income! So send me money. Hehe. I am joking. I am making money off this blog from the porn keyword search. Remember?

Also, BlogHerAds have been awesome to me, and I am making twice as much money as Google Ads. I need to find another ad network that will accept my daily gibberish and pay me for it because sooner or later I am getting rid of Google Ads.

Anyways, I need to get back to work on the site. I still got a few things to finish up before I start writing my sarcastic evil articles. If everything goes well, and I got enough support from the masses, then maybe the site will be live in 10 days or not.

Creating a website, managing people, setting deadlines and estimating a delivery time of the final product is not fun.

Blah Blah, Funny, Happy

I have been browsing the internet world and thinking, “would I ever want to meet any of those bloggers in real life and be friends with them?”

Some may argue that I should meet my regular readers as well. I have been checking out the statistics on my site; surprisingly, a pretty good number of the people that do visit it are in my city of London, ON. It makes me a bit wary riding the bus or going to the mall sometimes, because I keep thinking that ONE of them has been reading my blog. Which is a ridiculous thought, but you NEVER know! Also, they might recognize me from the obscure pictures found here and there on my site, but I am not a walking rebel with a green button on my purse saying “Rebellious Arab Girl” or anything. Also, I am always tempted to wear the ‘Kiss me I am Arab‘ t-shirt that I made and ordered, but I keep avoiding the public recognition and the abiding stares. Moreover, I have not been writing anything dramatic or too personal lately, because I have no life. I have no love life or constant work drama which I think have degraded my personality into this “nice” person.

Let’s face it, I am a very boring person who writes about the most mundane things and I still get an audience. Now, it’s questionable if I ever want to meet you in person for spending 5 minutes of your life every day reading my blog. Also, there are a lot of you who subscribed to my site. ??? Don’t you have anything better to do?

Do you still want to meet me after I insulted your daily reading obsessions? I wouldn’t!

I think this is the part when you realize I was being overly sarcastic, and just trying to see if you will go spend hours on digg or stumblepon instead.

But seriously, would you ever want to meet another personal site blogger?

Another lame thought, do I read a lot of blogs and subscribe to many? No. I don’t find that many blogs interesting, but I do have my favorites and some I read every now and then for mere enjoyment and new knowledge. I am also a bad social blogger because I don’t comment on other people’s blogs that I read. I don’t really follow any of the conformed blogging rules some derived and have been spreading as a bible to the novice internet world. I just find social networking overrated lately, and people are trying to find any way to make money out of it.

You want to know how to make money online as a blogger? Mention PORN a lot on your site. You won’t believe the % of site visits I get from people searching for a variation of that. I am too embarrassed to show people my site statistics anymore and the top keywords, because I think I screwed up last year when I kept mentioning porn, sluts, sex and arabs on a daily basis.

Man. I just did it again. Fuck.

Confused, Sleepy Post

I have not cut my hair since February. I cut it really short at that time! The shortest I have ever had it since I was 3 year old! lol Now, I am growing it again, and I am aiming for LONG hair. That’s my goal, and I am working towards having my hair to half my back by mid next year. It’s a bit below the shoulder now, and maybe you cannot see it by the pic I took today. So, I am not going to cut it, and I am not going to worry about split ends till then.

I am happy! I have an objective. hehe

Blah Blah, Funny, Happy

I have been getting strange emails lately, especially in the past 24 hours. I get it a lot from Arabs and even non-Arabs. I don’t understand how in the world they judge a person they don’t know and make strange assumptions without a valid reason.

First strange ASS-Umption: I gained weight from sitting at home and not having a job. Who said that I sit at home all day? How can someone make that assumption without seeing me face to face? I think people are fooled by the new picture I have on the top right side. It’s not new by the way. It’s a 3 year old picture and I have had a round full face since the day God put me on this earth. I actually lost weight being sick last month, and I have been walking around a lot and NOT sitting on the computer. I never felt better.

Second strange ASS-Umption: That being a Rebellious Arab means that I think independently. ? ? ? Don’t get me started on that stupid thought.

Third strange ASS-Umption: Since all Arabs are terrorists then I am one of them. Great! So my fellow Arabs, who should I curse to hell first? I am sorry, but that is all the power I got to place fear into you!

You know, some people may think having a blog is stupid and waste of time, but I think it is the best weapon for people to get their voices heard no matter where they are in the world. Also, it is a great tool to discover how STUPID people out there are. WAY stupid!

Idiots, They said what?, Whatever!