Well I guess u already have started out something in your name …this blog!!
Its your voice, and u inspire others to find theirs or at least admit that they are voiceless and useless … so I’ll play a brain maniac for a while now.I just find this too interesting and sooo true !!!

A voice is defined as the unique, personal significance we each possess. Four elements makes up our voice – Need, Conscience, Passion and talent. In short “when you engage in a work that taps your talent and fuels your passion–that rises out of a great need in the world that you feel drawn by conscience to meet–therein lies your voice, your calling, your soul’s code”…Okay I copied the last part – isn’t it damn gd !!

Soo don’t u think u have the “Voice”??
Here is why…
1)You sensed a human need: the world stupidty, shallowness and ignorance, whether by Arabs or the rest of the world.

2)You responded yo your conscience: tadaaaaaa – you made this Blog !!!

3)You applied your talents and passion …. I wont say anything here because nothing will justify it !

Soo based on what u said, obviously you are trying to do is achieve your purpose in life – or more to “Leave a Legacy”. Not necessarily by this blog only, but in all aspects which happen to be the topics you discuss; whether regarding your career or relationships or your identity. It what makes you!! Since I only have acess to one part of your life or more your thoughts being this blog, one can easily see that u matter and u really do stand out. Soo now I wonder who who will question who the heck is Mona?? No one can question this, unless they contributed or put enough effort to their cause. Man, I admire YOU, your words are gold. I can relate to many things, plus you’re funny, and have a unique writing style, that’s 3 in 1, you can grab the attention of anybody !!
Also I do think you are a great inspiration, and YES you are a Arab-phenomena!!! You speak exactly whats on my mind, and even for the ones who deny it, at heart they know it !!

I don’t think you should focus on using only one whether your heart or brain, because u already do whats MORE – Your Heart, Brain and Soul !!! Maybe its just the matter of time!!

Well, I don’t think you are cold-hearted, actually a hot-hearted, lol. More like a volcano, soo you had enough all those years, and just exploded at the end,now thats what makes you more ALIVE!! Since u decided to direct the “lava” in a more productive path, by making this blog and allowing the rest of the world to see that a person like you can exist, and to see what they have missed out..Soo they are left with two options, if they couldn’t grasp it and remained close-minded – it will Burn them , on the other hand it will more heart-warming for the sane people!!

Appernetly people do not disrepsect the weak or the unfortunate, they just pity them. So I guess the reason why people disrespect is due to fear & jelousy !!
Fear from the unknown,the different or something they don’t know and are not capable of, or even fear from someone who is stronger and can excel in areas they cant. So they disrespect you out of jealousy and fear from coming to a conclusion that they they are the worthless ones.

Well, I have a big test in less than 7 hours, still haven’t covered half of the material, because I lost track of time reading your blog ;D..Soo even though if this might sound a bit corny or unbelievable -I guess I do fit under the “I care” catogorery – ;D

Aaah man, I just read one of your post, u said u wont read more than 2 paragraphs. My bad, but I’m posting it anyways. ;p

Rise my Wall of Text!

@ para 1
I feel the exact same way. I’m drifting though college trying to decide what I need to do to get where I want to go, and seeing as what I want is termed as ‘impossible’ or ‘unrealistic’ I have to sit on my hands waiting for the perfect moment to exploit. But I feel my window is coming close, maybe yours will too.

@ para 2-4
Plenty of people are alone, again, I am too. I haven’t had a friend to physically talk to in about 4 years now, even then I only had one. But I have found that friends are not based on a certain time scale or a certain form. I’ve met many cool people that I’ve seen for only a couple days and then never again. I’ve meet many cool people online who I’ve never met at all, but still share a ‘friendship’ bond with. We are all family, so we are all naturally connected with each other. Though we have PLENTY of assclowns in the family too.
As for your friends leaving you behind, I don’t know what to tell you really. But I HAVE to say something so… We are all moving in different directions as individuals, so in our own perspectives it may seem as others are moving when in fact You may be the one moving. Damn, I’m so smart. lmao

@ para 5-7
Again, exactly how I feel. I’m an introvert who will help others even if it kills me (if certain conditions are met) but will probably never find anyone who I can ‘be with’ on a relationship level.
The past 4 years of my life have been a roller coaster. I have left High School, enrolled in 2 different colleges, lived in a different state, returned back home, found out EVERYTHING I was previously taught were nothing more than lies, found out a good amount of the food/water/air I cosume are posioned, and found life on another planet (as well as over my own house).
Nothing has ever been ‘normal’ in my life but the past 4 years have been really strange, though purely natural when you’ve read and connected the things I’ve read/seen/feel. Things are changing for a reason, and things will continue to change but faster – I hope you are ready.
Continue to question people, the world, and everything in it. You are questioning it because there is something you are picking up on that has broken the pattern. Something is not right and you know it, in 5 seconds I’m sure you could list quite a few things you know are wrong with this world. Follow that feeling into even the most obscure realms and you will be rewarded.

@ para 8-9
The real You isn’t cold-hearted, unless that is what You choose. Yes, I have no doubt people have shit on you in the past – the same has happened to me and many others. People these days have no respect, and many never will.
But the people with no respect are lower than You, to hell with ‘em! You are better off without them and dealing with their shit. Do not let something lower than you, something that has no value to the world, drag you down with them, you are better than them even if you don’t think so.

@ the rest
“Because people will never accept the difference. They will never accept the truth that they have been avoiding.” These words are so true! People have always been afraid of the word, so they make up ridiculous ways of living to cope with it. An example would be the early American ‘invaders’ claiming people were witches using Satanic powers. lol It’s the same way with people and 9/11. They can’t believe the fact that a power-hungry government would kill a couple ‘low-lifes’ to get what they want – instead they believe a couple of people, all surprisingly ranging from little to no flight experience, hijacked some planes and caused this in the name of Allah… not to mention that many of the ‘suicide terrorists’ are STILL ALIVE!
The point I’m trying to make is, People can’t handle the truth. They don’t like the cold, gritty face of reality. They love to live in a fantasy land where the sun revolves around them, the world is flat, gravity doesn’t exist, the president is the messiah, and Britney Spears is more important than the children in Gaza being run over by tanks. People can’t stand the fact that they don’t have the power of God, they can’t stand being imperfect (which is in fact a very good thing). They can’t stand the fact that they still cannot survive the wrath of the planet, a ‘lifeless rock’. They still cannot stand the fact that they are not the only thing created by God, nor the center of the Universe. People are afraid of life, and because of that they seek death and destruction. These are the same people who will happily pick out someones flaws and never admit to their own. They are unstable.
As for the whole labeling and Arab bit. I don’t know what to say. I come from America, the most hated people on the Earth right now. I have a mix of Eastern Band Cherokee and an bloodline that I cannot trace. I also come from a Southern Christian family, which get really lively when you question everything about their ‘authoritative’ view on God and life/death… I have come to the conclusion that I am Me, screw the labels. I follow no ‘standardized’ religion, nor a cult like Scientology, and I’m more of a ‘Patriot’ then the new President. I’m a human being, I am a living work of God, be it a singular being or a group. I expect no heaven when I die, I expect it now and will do what I can to achieve it.
Some people like being something that is already established (to join a group with a sense of belonging), others like to establish themselves (who can’t pick a comfortable spot to sit or just don’t care). Personal preference really.
“Arabs are a parasite to the world”, as it currently stands every person on this planet is a parasite. We are all leeching from Mother Earth with nothing to return, this isn’t a symbiotic relationship, it is a parasitic one.
“I am actually a Zionist running this site” – I lol’d.
There are many tricky Zions running around, but you don’t give off that vibe. Many of them can’t hold a disguise for shit and under the right set of eyes they can clearly be seen. You haven’t shown signs of feigning anger or confusion towards the recent Gaza genocide, so you are clearly not a Zion in my books. :up:
“I think that is one of my purposes in life . . . To just say it because I got tired of being quiet.”
1) You have a mouth, you were given it for a reason.
2) You have a brain, you were given it for a reason.

You are a social creature, you are not meant to be quiet.

Okay, I’m done. lmao

Society(online or otherwise) does not like a sore thumb sticking out; people may find it hard to accept your views because either they are narrow minded or are not used to such views. You can be dull, or a box of fireworks, at the end of the day, you always have to look after number one, you always have to look after you! :up:

Jeez. I am scared now. Some of you guys are so similar to me, personality wise, and I am a bit scared. lol