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My mom has been driving me crazy lately with my hair. She obviously does not want me to cut it. Last time I cut it was last February, because she made me mad. So I chopped it all off till my neck. Now, it is back to were it was before. Long. Long. Long. I need to trim it because my hair does not look normal at the edges. I am thinking I will get a proper hair cut in 3 months. That’s how long I am going to give my hair a chance to grow, hopefully to my ideal length. Anyways, so what is mom complaining about lately, that involves my hair?

She said, “your hair is TOO dark. I have to fix it.”

I said, “NO! My hair is dark. Any lighter and it will be obviously fake! I am sick of it! I like dark hair.”

Mom is not convinced. I like my hair almost blackish in colour. That’s my hair. I am dark. I am tan and have dark hair. I am not my sister. My sister has light light brown hair and she is whitish. Total opposite of me, and she thinks she is SO GREAT because her hair is SO LIGHT compared to mine. You know what I say to her when she starts bragging? Yep, YOU guessed it!

Anyways, so I decided to cook today, because I am sick of my mom cooking anything and putting meat in it, and I have to pick my food to avoid chunks of meat! My God it is annoying to do after a while. Plus this afternoon was the first day I was free. I have been running around the past week, and after this morning, I am done running around for a bit. I need a break. Although I am unemployed, I feel that I do far too many things during the day! I want to be a lazy unemployed bum! Not an active unemployed crazy loon!

Finally, I had time to clean my office and bedroom. My office was so filled with junk and books all over the place, that I couldn’t even sit in it. I got papers everywhere! And novels everywhere! I decided that I need to show that I am a geek, and place some of my computer books in a more visible spot in my book case. Rearranging books is a pain in the neck! Also, looking at some of my computer books, I kept thinking, which book I never opened before? Seriously, half the books I have, I never opened. I just bought them and let them sit there. I have more notes and binders though. I think a lot of trees were cut cause of me!

These are some of my books. Not all computers. Which book do you think I never opened before?

Also, after all the snow that London have received the past week, I decided that I should not go outside anymore. It’s not just snowy, but SO COLD, that gloves don’t even keep me warm at all! It’s like -20c outside and windshield a bit less than that. Or maybe way less! You know, once the temperature goes below -10c, then that’s it. I hibernate!

Being inside and taking photos of the snowy tree is a lot better! Trust me! :kiss:

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Lately, my friends have been giving me nicknames. Which kind of scares me to think that my friends maybe think that I am evil!

Mona-ism: It’s the synonym of kiss-ass.

Mona-ization: This is how I am colonizing the world with my thoughts.

Do you agree with them, or should I have other nicknames?

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When you think too much, you get a HUGE headache and you feel the veins in your eyes are ready to pop!

Man.. the world is a messed up place!

However, on a better note, for me that is. All those haters that have no life, I got this advice for you:

JEALOUSY WILL KILL YOU!

Idiots.

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I got some foolish emails from some people today. They complain to me that I should use my rebelliousness for the better of my Palestinian people and not talk about anything else. Hmm, those people come to my site searching for “arab girl”, “arab porn”, “arab f*** girl”, “hijab F*** girl”, “Muslim F*** girl,” etc, and they land on some unrelated post. They search through my site using my search bar that I so happily see what people search for, and they don’t get what they want. I think to my self, “hypocrites?” I don’t think that is a strong enough word to describe such Arabs.

Other people email me asking, “well, you never seen a war before. You have no idea how these people are feeling, and you are just sitting there comfortably in Canada.” True, I never been in a full fledged Israeli war. I was not born in Palestine to see anything. I was not in Lebanon in 1982. I was not in Lebanon in 2006, but I had a ticket booked for August of that year and the war started in July. I never seen the monstrosity of a true war. I apologize. I do not understand it completely. I apologize for me caring about other human beings, which happen to be the people that share the same ethnicity as me.

In 1990, the Gulf war started. I was in Riyadh, KSA still. I was 9 years old and school closed for over 2 months maybe. My family lived on the edge of the city near military bases and royalty areas. We were well equipped for a chemo or biological war. Each one of us had a gas mask and we all lived in fear. We would hear sirens go off every night. You know what sucks the most about a war? Night time and seeing missiles above your head colliding with each other to form a huge explosion. At least there was a retaliation of some sort. A fair war you could say.

Well, one night, I was out in the balcony playing. The sirens didn’t even go off, and all I saw was many missiles and explosions in the sky. My mom had to rush to the balcony to find me and hide me. I was frozen. My face turned blue and mom carried me inside because I couldn’t walk. Some life for a 9 year old eh?

I may not know or experienced a true war. But for children to see missiles above their head, and you wondering why they don’t run away or hide so quickly, is due to the fact that kids are scared to death and freeze. They can’t move and wonder to them selves, “Dear God! Why are adults so stupid, insensitive and not care about us!”

I know many people that were in Kuwait during the Gulf war and probably had worse experiences. I know many people from Lebanon and Palestine who had a lot worse. I went to Lebanon right after the war in 1991. The country was just recovering from a 15 year civil war. It was not fun to see all those ruins. War is not fun. Destruction and killing of other human beings is not fun to see or hear about.

Now you wonder why I am bitter and don’t give a SHIT about Arab countries or Israel or any organization. They are all stupid and think violence is the answer. We are still alive! Us children that saw wars! We saw it and we are sick of it. That’s why we left and finally found a place where people are NOT stupid and NOT fighting for power or religious control. WE left because WE had to! Many Arabs come here because they have to! We ran around from country to country to find another place to live. We wanted to live and stay away from shitty political rules, religious fanatics, and stupid organizations!

Is that ok with you? Do you mind me being in Canada now?

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