Not giving me an answer is making my blood boil
Last time I checked, it was February 20, 2009, 4:38 pm.
I am not going to admit that easily that I have no faith in my self. On the contrary, I believe in the back of my mind that I can move a mountain with the palm of my hand, but only if I was a 10,000 feet tall and weighed a million tons. However, such dreams only come true to the mentally insane. I wish I had a bit more faith in my self and confidence. I wish I was a bit more patient. I keep waiting and waiting. Waiting. Waiting. This waiting game … this game that everyone gets sucked into is driving me to the edge of committing a mischievous self harming atrocity!
The result of this wait is: several new hairs turn grey a day, my eyes are bulging out, I don’t wear an ounce of makeup and look like a dead beat, I only shower every 3 or 4 days, and I completely forgot how to articulate the English language.
Patience Mona. Patience. You just have to wait.
Yet, how long can I wait? Someone needs to just spill it out and tell me no or yes. I am sure the answer is no, because I lack that faith in my self and I know that I will never get anything I ever want ever again in this lifetime. However, seriously, stop killing me! Tell me! Tell me! Just say no so I can move on to a different plan.
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Still waiting.
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Great post as usual. This is keeping me in suspense, too. I don’t even know what you are waiting for. Is this post related to “He was so :O?”
yes !!
@Leeroy Glinchy
Well now, we got our self someone who can put two and two together.
I will leave you at the edge of your seat. But you are on the right track. I am impressed. People actually read my site and can attach events together.
@yazan
Very sexy answer.. but no.
well i wish i hear a yes too , i am in same situation , but guess what , this is my 2nd time i be in it , so i don’t feel like want to hear yes or no , because i lost my self worth and my self esteem and my faith in everything so yes or no doesn’t matter to me anymore
@yazan
hmm… I am curious now in what situation you are in.. however, keep it to your self for now.. And let’s keep waiting for whatever we are waiting for.
showering every 3-4 days isn’t going to help you with “He was so :O”. seriously it gave me shivers.
@mahmoud
If you are shivering now, I am waiting to see when you will faint.
I am confused, lol. I thought the “he was so :O” was just eye candy and was a married man. But whatever you have going on good luck and I hope you get the answer you are waiting for!
so you already have a different plan ?!
@walid
Maybe. Maybe not.
Maybe, Maybe not, sounds assuring but I dont think this answer gets along with your rebellious nature !
a rebellious person “spirit” wont be waiting for anything, you must lead !
@walid
do you even know what you are talking about? lol do you even know what rebellious is.. jeez.. lol you made me laugh.
good that I made you laugh, I have no idea what your talking about, tho I think your waiting for a job interview result or something like that.
and thank you for your hint, but I do know what “rebellious” means, at least I hope the freedictionary.com knows lol.
@walid
Lame. And your assumption is wrong.
But, Mona…showering feels so good! How can you resist it for 3 or 4 days?!
@Digital Nomad
Thinking too much, and waiting makes you forget your name.
I could send some goats…… would that help?
Make an overt gesture! So many missed opportunities because the other person just didn’t know…
i think i liked u more when u didnt reply to peoples comments lol…ino sometimes ba7is ur taking it out on people here…some of us read because we relate to some situations..some of us read just simply because “lama ti3raf mseebet il nas bit-hoon 3alaik mseebtak” or watever the thing says lol…some of us just like u…either way i think u should take it easy on us and on urself…now about the post i dont know wat ur waiting for..maybe for life as a whole..maybe for any kind of change…bas either way i get a “feeling” that ur not doing anything about it..maybe simply cuz u never mentioned going to an interview mathalan ila once or something…and just like i told u before i know its easier said than done but ur waiting for change while change might be waiting for u to make a move…so make a move… and sorry for the long comment..
What will you do if the answer comes back : “yes and no” ?
Interesting always…
@G.D. Atheist
Sell them! 
I don’t eat red meat or chicken! What am I supposed to do with them?
@Ahmed Masri
You think so? I will work on it.
@Dee
I have to reply to some people because they are fools, and think making fun of me or ridiculing me gives them pleasure and power.
@Caledonian Jim
Hmm. I have to think about that.
i enjoyed this sentence a lot
I believe in the back of my mind that I can move a mountain with the palm of my hand, but only if I was a 10,000 feet tall and weighed a million tons.
what are you waiting for again, i try to keep up here, but sometimes i miss things.
Yes.. does this help