I am at that point and only hanging by a thread
I know many of you will scream at me now for the way I am thinking. I got to the point of suffocating from the inside. I tried so hard in the lifetime of this blog to speak about things that bother me so I can read your suggestions, but I don’t even know where to start. So many things are bothering me right now. A lot of people are bothering me. The thought of some things are bothering me. I am just bothered to the point that I want to scream, but I can’t. However, now I am in a spot where what’s inside me does not want to come out easily.
The only way to explain it is that I feel that someone is grabbing me by the neck and decreasing my air intake. I just feel like I want to talk to my friends. I am tired of trying to write out what’s really bothering me.
I feel like I am back to square one, where my thoughts are intertwined, and need to be loosened a bit. I wish my only bestest friend in the whole wide world Lisa was here! I feel like she would be the only one to understand. LISA!! COME TO LONDON SOON!! Before I completely lose my senses.
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London, UK? Come down to london bridge….
Salaam.
@Abdullah
No, I live in London, Canada. It’s a city in the province of Ontario, and it is about 200k from the US border.
aaaahhhhh…..
Anyway, not that far away!
U never mentioned why you are feeling like that.
Sorry, don’t want to scratch up the wound…but I’m not really that good in reading minds!
you should take a vacation to some tropical island and get the hell away from people and everything that if you can afford a vacation, but if you can’t then i advise you to write all of what is bothering you in a paper not your blog then start to think about each one of them alone once you get over it move to the next one and so on until you feel yourself relaxed
btw sometimes we chose to let certain things in life bothers us and once we think truly about it we realize it’s just a stupid thing
Well, I think it’s good you write out what you feel anyway. I enjoy reading your posts and I can really feel what you are thinking in your writing. I know there isn’t anything any one of us can do to help relieve your stress…but there are those out here who do read…and listen when you need to just vent on here.
vent on mona. the world is your blog and sometimes when we feel congested and choked stress is something that can get to us. lift the world from your shoulders and feel free.
try to let go of your worries. a feeling of being choked could be attributed to anger and a feeling of helplessness.
i went on an extreme workout today. i screamed like Goku when he turns into super saiyan, it felt good, but i was doing it during physical activity. and it was a total war like scream. :pirate:
barakat
I still think you need a hobby – or else get drunk.
Take a deep breath and think when did you last think the same way.
If that time has passed, this will too. Dont worry.
It happens with most of us.