When you are with someone, but all the time you are fantasizing about someone else or even an imaginative person, then do you really care about this person you are with? Is he/she the one?
So, how do you know? When do you know? Is this normal? Because usually if you are into someone, you don’t think about anyone else, or so I was told. Anyways, don’t get your heads too caught up in this, because I have decided that I don’t want to be with someone. I just find it hard to relate to anyone anymore. Or I am just old and picky. I was never picky when I was 20. I was dumb when I was 20 and accepted any one.
Can you imagine if you are 20, accepted anyone, and got married? Hell, divorce, divorce and a herd of badly raised children!
I keep reassuring my self that people like me will end in divorces. I should just have fun in life and not worry about any commitments. Also, I am not a kid person. I can never imagine my self raising another human being. I can barely take care of my self. I don’t even do my own laundry. Uff!
I decided that I need to save up enough money, so when I am old, alone and commanding my online empire, then I can hire a live in maid.
By the way, I was watching some movie or show last week that I can’t remember, and it was discussing how tough women only appear on the outside, but they are afraid of commitments or having someone in their lives again. Therefore, they brush off everyone. Those damn shrinks! They know it all, and TV gave me that information for free! I saved a hefty some of money for that live in maid fund!
Blaaah.. I am down on my 4th mug of coffee today. You guys are lucky this is not a 1 or 2 am post. Those are always the scariest nonsense posts of all!