Living in a totally different world
I have been repeatedly labeled by all those terms above at work. Believe me, the first one on the list, blunt, is the best one. Finally someone realized that I speak the truth. I am not afraid of the truth. I hate sugar coating anything! Everyone must know that the way I write and express my self on this blog is the same way I do in real life. And guess what? People LOVE IT!
Moreover, I love going to work and know that I am needed. “Mona can you help me?” “Mona can you did this!” “Mona can you add this feature?” And so on. Oh I love it! Honestly, if I didn’t have this job that I adore and enjoy waking up every day to go to, then I would have seriously gone insane by now. This job is keeping me alive!
I was seriously suffering from depression the past weekend. I just get into this gloomy ugly mood out of no where, and I seem to really hate my self. I feel like I want to scream or tell someone I had enough! Fortunately, I restricted my self and tried to not write anything on my blog while I am in that mood.
How did I get out of this bad mood?
When your boss loves you so much and appreciates your work and everything you are doing, and all your co-workers just want to squeeze your cheeks and say how cute you are, then you would get out of any ugly mood. From all the good programming that I have been doing at work, my boss just jumps from joy and hugs me. I was like WOW! You love me that much? I am just doing work that I was doing like 4 years ago in my old job. This is amateur simple work. Oh well.. maybe it is advanced stuff to everyone else. It’s nice being a techie in a world of professionals who can barely browse the net!