Nice to be appreciated
Blunt
Smart
Quiet
Geek
Living in a totally different world
I have been repeatedly labeled by all those terms above at work. Believe me, the first one on the list, blunt, is the best one. Finally someone realized that I speak the truth. I am not afraid of the truth. I hate sugar coating anything! Everyone must know that the way I write and express my self on this blog is the same way I do in real life. And guess what? People LOVE IT!
Moreover, I love going to work and know that I am needed. “Mona can you help me?” “Mona can you did this!” “Mona can you add this feature?” And so on. Oh I love it! Honestly, if I didn’t have this job that I adore and enjoy waking up every day to go to, then I would have seriously gone insane by now. This job is keeping me alive!
I was seriously suffering from depression the past weekend. I just get into this gloomy ugly mood out of no where, and I seem to really hate my self. I feel like I want to scream or tell someone I had enough! Fortunately, I restricted my self and tried to not write anything on my blog while I am in that mood.
How did I get out of this bad mood?
When your boss loves you so much and appreciates your work and everything you are doing, and all your co-workers just want to squeeze your cheeks and say how cute you are, then you would get out of any ugly mood. From all the good programming that I have been doing at work, my boss just jumps from joy and hugs me. I was like 
WOW! You love me that much? I am just doing work that I was doing like 4 years ago in my old job. This is amateur simple work. Oh well.. maybe it is advanced stuff to everyone else. It’s nice being a techie in a world of professionals who can barely browse the net! 
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This post brings me great joy. I knew it was a matter of time before you got a job where your talents were appreciated.
Last year I had a similar experience. It was wonderful, making me realize that it wasn’t me, it was my olded co-workers who were the problem.
@Leeroy Glinchy
Wow. Your boss is nice.
Glad you got out of your funk.
I know i get into those moods more often than I should. But i think a little positive reinforcement once in awhile does people good. It’s great affirmation, even if its just someone thinking about us at work =)
I haven’t been around in a while, glad to see you got a job you like and are appreciated for what you do.
Don’t underestimate professionals who can barely browse the net. They know a good thing/person when they see one. Enjoy
We’re proud.
*hug*
thats sooooooooooooooooo good 2 hear mona keep up the good work !
I agree charlie PS Mona the girl in the photo looks trashy you should put a picture of yourself instead youre wayyy classier
@Mais
Hahaha.. the picture looks fine to me. I have a nerdy picture on my twitpic album, plus everyone knows how I look like, and I am in no mood to portray different feelings and emotions in pics. lol
http://english.aljazeera.net/news/middleeast/2009/12/2009122174731136137.html
Breaks my heart. He probably has children. :’( :’( :’(
Your Radical
Your laugh is a flower about to ripen
You have us dancing to your electronic rhythm
Your the rad one
Your smile destroys my sun
it is more radiant than I a rad ant feeding his queen a date of perfection.
@Mais
@Mais
about the video that is really sad n hard 2 watch its crazy they put him under house arest he should have been put in jail asap
I know what you’re saying. Whenever someone’s computer does something wrong (or at least they think it did) they come running to me. Fix this, fix that. I wouldn’t say I enjoy it though. You’re just really sweet if you do. I also know what it’s like to have these mood swings out out of the blue; I go through it all the time. Unless it’s that time of the month. Haven’t tried that. Not planning to. Lol.
Read your twit, but I ain’t got no twitter account, so I figured I’ll just drop it here. If you’re looking into some new music, try Evanescence (their old album is better than their new one) and Eluveitie. They’re both awesome.
@Mais
Ahh Mais.. I don’t like watching such videos. I don’t eat watch violent movies or horror movies, and the crap that goes on in the homeland is beyond that. Akh!!
@C.J.
Thanks for the suggestion!