Some people continue wanting to get in touch with me.
Some people keep sending me SMS thinking, “oh, things are normal again. Been a few days, and she must have forgotten.”
Some people have no idea that I am serious, very revengeful and I would rather be left alone.
I really like being left alone. I don’t want to talk to people, or know their stories, or fill my brain with too many thoughts about someone else and forget me.
Can people leave me alone and let me concentrate on my life?
I am a bad friend and should never have friends.
I am a bad listener.
I am just a bad person who needs to be left alone and forgotten about.
I want my space.
I want to re-evalaute everything about me.
I want to find out my mistakes.
I want to correct my life.
I do not give a crap who reads my blog and what they think of me after so many years.
I just want to be left alone for a very long time till this phase ends.
Is that too much to ask?