March 18, 2010 @ 8:11 pm | 13 comments
Excuse my brevity
By: Mona
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I am suffering from an all time phase of depression. It’s good that I can wake up in the morning and still go to work. In the meantime, my posting will be limited, and it has been for the past week cause I can’t get words out of my mouth anymore. I am just really tired and my head is spinning in a million directions.
In the meantime, read my old posts. See how my life went down, more down, ultimately down, and barely picking up. This blog is a vault of random buried thoughts.
Oh how I long for the day when things completely change in my life.





mona i am really sorry 2 hear that n i really do feel bad 4 ya plzzzzzzzz God u will feel better soon salams always ………………p.s maybe a ice cream will help even if only while yr eatting it u feel better
maybe strawberry ?
I’m sorry you are so down!! I hope that things get better for you Mona!
You should take a break from your blog, you can’t be expected to write something every other day, you’re a busy person. Take some time to chill out and relax. I hope you feel better soon. Also, I agree with Charlie about the ice cream, everybody feels better with ice cream.
I agree… try some ice-cream, chocolate also helps us ladies if you’re PMSing as well. Relax and catch up on your sleep. Also if your biology clock is out of place try to sleep. Tc and have a good one. God bless you, sweety.
Feel better soon =) Try remember all the things you can be thanful for, you live in a developed country, youre highly educated, youve got youre own income. Get out there, meet new people! Go to the spa and get a massage, spoil yourself, shopping, maybe a new pair of shoes;) Go on some dates. Most the Canadian guys I have met are really lovely. xx
I find that if I think about being depressed that it makes me more depressed. You need to do something completely different and step away from those things that are bothering you. I have confidence that you’ll pull through and come out of this stronger.
Be good and take care,
My unsolicited advice for the day, is to remind you that things do get better, as they have before. In the mean time, nil carborundum illegitimi!
So sorry to hear you feel this way. Please take whatever time you need to ensure that you are in a healthy state of mind. Remember, you are tougher than whatever situation you face.
Wishing you the best.
Mona, you need some hobbies! The kind where you are around people! Like bowling. Everyone likes bowling. Do they have bowling in Canada? Golf is great too but golf actually takes some skill so if you aren’t a golfer maybe it won’t work… hmmm… anyway… something like that. Don’t isolate yourself. That can be a trap that’s very hard to get out of.
having read some of your posts.. being depressed kinda makes sense ..
hell, i feel depressed myself now, i actually loath myself for being an arab man !!
seriously speaking though, i suffered a similar case some time ago, ended up debveloping an obsession with supernatural stuff and so on, watched the excorcist, director cut edition then excorcism of emily rose, and i quickly shifted to reading aliester crowely books and shams al ma3aref (not advisable in countries that still consider “sorcery” a crime such as saudi arabia), but u know what.. it really helped !! nothing takes ur mind of being depressed better than drawing a pentagram on the floor and standing there, looking stupid, for five minutes while expecting something supernatural to take place, a gust of wind or a slight increase in the candle fires…
naturally, it wont happen and ull end up feeling silly, which will shoot u right back into ur everyday life, depression free and happy..
Hi, do you know how to stop someone calling you for almost once per 10 minutes? I got this problem from this afternoon. I have no idea who he is but kept calling me. He seems not understand English quite well and I have no idea how to stop him calling even after midnight.
I wanted to share about crazy Egyptian’s phone number i started receiving phone calls from this afternoon. i do not know who he is but i kept calling me even after midnight. I have no idea how to stop him calling me as my phone does not have rejection button for certain number, so I share this here.
Here are the phone numbers. I guess they might have some mental problem calling someone over 6 hours with more than 20times in total… disturbing my study. Are they some kinds of marketing people? I don’t know Egyptian language and they don’t speak English well..
0100793599
0117718273
I hope this person stops harassing me. I just share it here so someone else might call him to keep him busy to stay away calling me.
Here is the message I got from the one called from 0100793599
“Hello, good night really i like your voice and i hope to hear u again and know more about u like ur name and how old u are? Good night and good dream with angel my name is ahmed and my number is 0117718273″
@jb
I am not sure how to solve it. Stop answering the call and he will stop calling you. Simple as that.
I hope you are getting better for each day, Mona!