The days of solitude
I have not written in a while, and I have been sporadically writing on this blog for the past year. I think I lost that writing epidemic that hit me a few year ago. As my blog approaches its sixth year, I look back and wonder what was the point?
It is strange that we can express our selves freely to a magnitude of strangers. It is the same as expressing our problems to a doctor, psychologist, or councilor. It is easy for us because we are not judged for being who we are. Why can’t those close to us think the same way?
Now, I do not think of people as strangers or close. They are all the same to me. Whatever they say or think or advice is irrelevant. I want to live my life knowing that I can say whatever I want without any regrets.
So here it goes, “I DO NOT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME! I AM ME. YOU ARE YOU!”
Phew, I got that off my chest. Now to the main point of this post. Honestly, I have not written in a while because I have been so busy doing nothing. (The oxymoronic verse you just read is typical me.) Every day I sit on the computer, I want to write something, but something keeps holding me back. I rather watch TV, read the news, see what is going on in this small world.
It is must be harder to want to know what is going around us than seclude our selves from the rest of the world. The more I know about the world, the more I fear that I am no longer the original being that I am. The world is no longer what it used to be. Everyone is alike. Everyone has the same thought patterns and same view of life. Will the world progress any further with such a mentality?
I think I need to keep my self secluded from the rest of the world in order to express my self the way I used to, to tell the world they are wrong, but I cannot tell the world they are wrong if I cannot think of the reasons why they are wrong. I think that is the worse type of change in this world ; the lack of solitude to think on our own.
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So, you say your posting regime shrank since you work. I think you’re lucky as your rythm is superior to mine. I’ve just began to write in my holidays and although I have ideas, they escape from my mind once I’m face to face to laptop and I find myself without destination. The mother of all the funk begins.
I’m also bored to do nothing unless doing nothing. 
I think it’s because a well known kinfdof laziness found in males
HEEEELP!
Rasulullah peace be upon him said : “Let your own faults prevent you from criticizing others and do not try to find fault with others, because you commit those faults yourself. It is enough to prove you guilty that you should find in others such faults as you yourself possess, though you may not be aware of them, and that you should find in others such misdeeds as you yourself commit”..
Basically what you do in a nutshell ya mona
@Stranger
So why do you come here and read my crap then?
You’re welcome to trash-talk my blog, Mona.
It may take the piss out of your now-too-sane existence.
P.S. Your captcha code said: Weberts. Is that for web perverts?
wow 6 years ..thats a long time
this blog is like yr baby hehe ….a few of yr posts have helped me mona …it helps 2 get stuff off yr mind ..salams n hope u have 6 more 
)) maybe soon u will get yr mojo back 
Congratulations, It takes a big commitment to keep a blog for a prolonged period of time. You should be proud!
@Charlie
Hows Egypt treating you? So whens the Wedding? Congrats again
Have a good day everyone
i can totally understand you.
people are tired and abandoned the fight for the better, but the sadest thing is that then they also don´t want to hear different points of view. they prefer moaning and complaining how ugly everything is, but the darkness comes from within them. lethargy… and the politicians keep abusing them for the researchers to control the mainstream.
i have travelled a year around the planet. in the beginning i thought, wow, every place is different and new. in the middle i realised that people are people everywhere and i was shocked how the global mess differenciates everywhere, in the end i was following the media for 4 months (while travelling) and cried often. i am back in rainy switzerland and i feel like returning…travelling? no, going to the middle east and work with palestinians and israelis. and once they will embrace eachother we can go and save iraq and afghanistan. so it is prepared in my young observing head. we have grown into this world and inherited all these problems probably we will leave them for the next generations. but children are so gifted to see the light, maybe we should turn our backs away from the greed for the evil.
in switzerland people have everything, still want more and seem unfulfilled. they neither know wars nor hunger or epidemies. still india felt worse.
i send silent prayers that the universe might make this grey place a better one soon…
a song for you, rebellion sometimes comes through doing nothing:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CkKxXD9Yz4o&feature=related
salam shalom peace
‘the researchers to control the mainstream’
Do you really believe that is a job of a researcher, Luna. =)
no, you are right, it is the researchers profitting from mass control…;-) sometimes. and then mass control is widely (ab)used for advertisment
but such things are only mentioned on the side, i am generally not very keen on conspiracy theories. we simply have to learn our lessons from the past and make it a better future..
how would it be if politicians had no more fans instead ppl would start to protect and save the nature… i would love it
Great post, but I was confused about the message. Are you closing the blog?
telling people they are guilty, an old way to keep women and queerthinkers silent. but we are growing out of the medieval@Stranger
@Leeroy Glinchy
No… the message really is to bare with my pokiness in blogging and understand where I am coming from. That’s all.
@luna
Don’t worry about it.. Stranger is a regular commenter that likes to change her name a lot.. remember Yasmine?
@Sarah
….no date set yet 4 the wedding but plz God sometime next year …then i will be 4 sure the happest man alive 
)))))))))))))) …egypt was amazing ..i really love it there ..every1 i met was soooo nice ..i cant wait 2 go back plz God …salams every1
thank u sooooooooo much …..:)…i am back in canada now
Don’t worry. Even if your work output shrank, you’ll never run out of things to say – or whine about
. So sooner or later, your productivity will shoot up.