They angrily say, “I DON’T WANT TO READ YOUR BLOG ANYMORE AND I AM UNSUBSCRIBING!”

After a few milliseconds I think to my self, “Did I make them read it? Are they paying daily subscription prices and I have to compensate them? Were they reading my blog so I can satisfy their egos?”

All I can reply back with is a big fat YAWN!

P.S. When I was searching through Flickr for a picture of someone yawning, I started yawning uncontrollably. Yawning is very contagious. Try it if you feel like sleeping.

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I don’t mean this post in the sense that you are thinking of. On the contrary, I am going to give my two cents on people’s sudden concern regarding my mental and psychological well being.

My last post has stirred a lot of private emails and messages from people that don’t usually comment or ever comment on my blog. I know of the incredible level of privacy breaches my blog would incur if you used an anonymous nickname, typed a comment to share with me and the rest of the rest, and clicked submit.

Such an ordeal!

I am not offended by your thoughts. I am not offended when you direct a message to me analyzing my personality, or trying to help me out. I share my life with the world! Do you think a comment from you would be so sensitive? Or are you unsure of what others will say? (I think they are afraid of you Mais!)

Here is what I think is going on. I think Arabs are afraid to even express their thoughts publicly even if they were camouflaged! Why is that? Why can’t you just express your self freely? No one will know who you are! And believe me, I don’t even care! No offense to you, but I don’t know that many people for it to affect me personally. I express my thoughts online because where else can I do it? In a journal kept secretly in a drawer for me to sob on?

So please my Arab and non-Arab online blog friends. Nothing you say online anymore is really that concerning. No one really cares! Unless you are a spy! Now that’s a cool job!!

And if you thought this post was talking about something ever so gay, then Arabs turn gay because of all that head to toe cover women wear! How do these people expect to get married? A guy is supposed to choose from a picture of a lady with the best cloth material? Oh so silky!!

So much to think about!

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Life becomes a cloudy journey when you lose your self esteem.

Sometimes I view myself as one with a strong personality and have great confidence and plan of what I want. Lately, that has not been the case. I think I am drastically drowning and I cannot swim. However, how did I reach this erratic mindset?

I am extremely unhappy with my life. I think it has to do with the way things have shaped up. The place where I am now which I didn’t want to be in.  The problem is that I cannot find a solution or a better path I want to go on. I feel that I purposely deviated from the path that I dreamt of. I am lost and confused to what I really want anymore. I think it is that end of 20′s mindset. Where is life taking me?

I need to figure out A, B, C instead of skipping to Z. I think that has been my problem all along. I want to get ahead so quickly in life and feel secure. Yet, I don’t know how or why or when or what I want.

I think brainstorming some ideas would be a good start right now.

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