I don’t have time really
I got a comment in one of my previous posts asking me or hoping for me to change in a good way. Meaning to have friends, to find love, to just be happy with life.
1. Are you happy with your life?
No, but I try to change it in my “own” way.
2. Why don’t you try to have or make friends?
I wish I was 20 years old again and have the energy and daily social gatherings like I used to. Maybe if I go back in time, I would choose good friends wisely and not idiotically like I did.
3. Why do you say that?
Because I live a very hectic life. I don’t have time to communicate or want to communicate with anyone. I have a very long miserable work schedule. I have to fight to even get a vacation and I can only have a vacation in certain times of the year. I am doing someone else’s work daily because they are incompetent fools who need someone to check their work. I am not joking or complaining, this is just a fact regarding my daily stress. When I get home I just drink a pot of coffee and relax a bit because I know the next day won’t get any better. Not only that, I am taking online course that also takes up any free time I have left.
4. Why don’t you find someone to love or even consider accepting someone?
You see, I am going to be 30 years old in less than a month, and after all these years, I am either damn picky, or I just don’t care anymore. That part of my life does not seem to be important anymore. I don’t find the need for it like I used to. I am just content with the way things are.
5. Are you content with not even having someone to talk to?
I think I learned my lesson. I don’t want to have friends because I don’t want to be hurt anymore. Humans are selfish creatures. It is in our nature, and I don’t want to be last in anyone’s list or become a ghost or even try too hard to just have a friend for the sake of having one. I don’t need “someone” to make me feel better. I need to feel better about my self first before even thinking of finding any.
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Say it ain’t so!
We’re selfish, but that can be a good thing.
There are some pretty awesome people in the world, and I don’t want anyone to be deprived of that.
Plus what about the other people who are missing out on what you have to offer them? There are many people you can make happy with your presence.
Anyway, I have found your blog to be entertaining, educational, and inspiring.
I know there are people who are going to be friendly w/ you one day.
Here’s wishing you happiness.
I believe I reached the same conclusion when I was around 22.Then I found that special person but never did I meet good friends since then.Where are the good people?
… the good people are everywhere
you just have to get lucky meeting them
I have got the greatest friends and they’ve been my friends for over 10 years,
I’m glad I have them in my life cause without them my life would be too boring and empty!!!
everyone needs someone wether it’s a partner or a good friend
we’re human, we have social needs!
As of ur love life, I totally get that
Ive been single for a while myself and im 28 now
so I kinda got sick of waiting to meet that right guy aswell
If it happens it’s cool, if not, no stress I like my life just the way it is too
xxx greetz
I’ve never heard of anyone who drinks an entire pot of coffee to relax. Unless its decafe.
Mona, I think you are a very special person and with Allah’s will the right friends and the right guy will come into your life but you have to be open for it. And about your work, you should find something that you enjoy doing and it won’t feel like a work anymore. All the best! Salaams :up:
@Jamie
Now you have.. isn’t life funny?
@Mercy
Thank you!!
Hi, Mona, I think you have to create formspring account so we can ask you questions
http://www.formspring.me/
I don’t think that making friends is luck or destiny; it’s a numbers game. There are people who are perfect for you, but you have to meet them before they realize it. The more people you meet, the bigger the chance that they will be right for you.
There’s at least 1 other rebellious girl in London, who’s also a very kind and supportive who will treat you with respect. There’s probably at least 1 guy as well who will respect you and treat you like you want to be treated.
I challenge you to find them and befriend them.
I don’t know you but I feel proud of you after reading this post lol. Way to go for being an independent woman. I’m only eighteen and I just recently decided to cut off all communication with all my friends and basically everyone I know cause the world is so shitty and fake.. and as for “finding love”, yea, also had terrible experiences already at such a young age.. actually I had such a bad breakup I have ulcers from all the stressO_O. Good for you that you focus on your job and yourself. Take care of yourself and keep fighting the bitch that is life. May Allah bless you and give you everything that you desire!
I fear what adult life would be like, all work and no play. I can’t work very well, never mind!
I hate how my childhood is going fast (I’m fourteen at the moment, turning fifteen in one month *shivers*)
As for the purpose of this article, I can relate to how you feel about the reluctance of regular socialising. When I meet someone new, for an example, I have this deep, cold feeling in my stomach that I’m going to say something stupid and that I might as well put on my “friendly, not awkward” voice and stay on topic, no matter what. You just get lucky if that person is truly genuine and is actually interested in being your person to talk and laugh with.
well… maybe you still haven’t found friends meant for you… and maybe you’ve been hurt before because He wants you to be stronger and to learn something from that experience.
isn’t it lonely sometimes? or are you just used to it?
Reality crushes you hard sometimes, but it makes you stronger on the inside. We triumph; but sometimes we have to join them so we can’t beat em. Look forward and reflect, but don’t look back at the scars.