I always wondered what my ultimate wish would be, and I know for sure it is not world peace. Because you and I know that peace is out of the question and the world will and always be in chaos. So forget about that, this is no beauty pageant.
So, maybe it is not wishes that I want or even dream of. I think it is more of small little gratifications that I seek. Like peace of mind, living a simple and quiet life, and doing things that I love to do on a daily basis. But, if I had all that, wouldn’t I still feel like I need something or I really have to have something in order for my life to have more meaning?
Maybe I am thinking too much here. But I need to write stuff out more often. The past year I have been bottling up emotions and I feel like I am 20 years old and afraid to talk. And why am I afraid to talk? This is a blog and I don’t know why I am holding back those emotions, from like the WHOLE world!
I am not afraid to talk anymore, but at the same time, is talking too much a good thing?
Oh well, at least I feel better that I said what I had to say and really, why am I afraid of?