I am not sure why or how or when
I feel like dancing.
So I listen to old tunes, shake my head, and groove to the music. I guess music always makes me feel better about my self. It shouldn’t, but no one else makes me feel better about my self so I got to resort to something.
What am I saying? Maybe I am high on hot chocolate. I am just sipping it while contemplating the words to spit out in this blog post. Sugarlicious drinks always bring me some type of inspiration and a few caloric intake. But you know what? Who gives a shit! We live only once, and if it is a short or long life, hot chocolate won’t kill me, but will only make me more fun.
Fun. What a crazy word that is. I don’t even remember the last time I had fun. I think I am just too serious. I am a very serious person and I need to step it down a bit and have some fun in life. Like going out somewhere, like out of the house for instance. That’s always fun! But I am trying to achieve something more important because I am an intellectual person.
Me. Intellectual? No I don’t think so. I never was or ever will be. However, I am a bit too smart for my liking and way over analyzing. I blame computer science. Female. Computer Science. Programmer. Such a wrong combination. I am not smart because I studied that crap. I was just smart enough to make use of it for my own desires. The desire of being the one creating something and not just being the end user.
It’s funny that I mentioned end user. We are all end users. We are using the internet to bring us all together and in the end of it all, there is us. Us. We. You and I and them. We are all brought together in this virtual medium and it only seems that we may never come together and have some fun at a party that I will be hosting.
Can you imagine me hosting a party? It’s like asking Charlie Sheen to shut up. Never will happen! However, the sound of it is awesome and we should do it one day. So you guys organize it and get it all sorted out. It’s not that I don’t have money or anything to make it a really awesome party. Remember I am smart and I create stuff and people like me actually can afford to do stuff in life. But I, like 95.5% of the world who suffer from some form of attention deficit, I cannot plan shit. So one of you anal people out there who love to be super organized and want everything oh so perfect should do it.
Invite me. Don’t forget! I came up with the idea!
What am I saying. The chocolate is wearing off. Fuck this shit. I just need to relax and get the point.
I am sick of men. How about that? Sorry for 50% of the world, but fuck it. Men piss me off. Through out half my life, I couldn’t for the life of me find a normal guy who doesn’t lie, who is honest, sweet, truthful, fun to talk to, smart, good to others and just wants to live a simple life. I just give up. I am 30 and I give up.
Fuck it.
Angry, Blah Blah, Ranting as usual!, They said what?, Whatever!
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Keep dancing and don’t give up! Not all of us men are bad.. but as far as giving shitty people thought space, then yea, fuck it. =)
Music makes me feel better 2 and hot chocolate rocks! There are some good men out there… but no one is perfect.
I think you haven’t met the right person yet .. lolz
you didn’t find me then
@Reason Chaser
I know that not ALL men are bad.. but you know.. I am too general sometimes.. makes me more controversial!
@dave
I guess I haven’t babe!
in your description you mentioned about telling the truth three times, not lying, being honest, and truthful, it seems this is the most important. And yes I am like all of those things, except I don’t know about the fun part, but that is what happens with nice people, lol.
I do agree with you about honesty and being able to trust your friends or someone for a relationship. I do the same. There are people that are that kind of person you are looking for and I am sure you will have a lot of them around. I am not in your real life so I don’t know what it is like for people who know you in real life but I don’t think you would have much time to talk to me as a person online. So you have to put some time sometimes, when you want to start a relationship or friendship with someone. You must have quite a lot of friends and chances to know people I guess. I don’t know you mona but I assume you must go out a lot more than me.
Don’t start thinking about age, just think about enjoying your life as you go along. And you don’t have to get married now, you can have a relationship. It’s a middle ground and easier to get to.
Have a good week. hugs.
@Mona
It sounds rocking that you are shaking things up with all your upcoming plans.Ya thanks for the Chocolate and the grooving music you have been listening to……
But wait a second it turns out that guys(Yeps! all men folks what I mean) are given a huge booooooooo at the end.I hardly have any clue why Ms Nice has trashed all men(Mr Nice and Mr bad) in one basket.
In regarrds to men’s qualities and qualification I wonder,whether a woman’s perception and preference about a man really changes over the time lets say from her 20s to 30s!?!
And plz! don’t quit, because there are a lot men out there who are ready to put their line,career and if not everything to make the right Click happen.And yes they are also on the que.And I wished if God had facilated the perfect bond with haste and without the hurdles………have a nice day!!
again horny guys online trying to get laid with a desperate gal
NO Possi-bility
Choco cookie says it way better than me. So funny!
In my dreams, you post about you getting so high on chocolate and coffee that you go to the mall and make eye contact with a cute guy and say hi. Then you have a coffee with him at the mall.
Then you leave and don’t _ever_ talk to him again.
Nobody knows you did that.
I dare you to do it.
I bet you’d really dance after that. You’d feel like a million bucks!
Thank you @choco cookie,A very smart way to end up with your conclusive comment.But if you thought that I was taking an oppurtunistic stance than i guess you were wrong or maybe i was not able to transcend the zist of the matter.
The point of the matter was ,it’s really great that Ms Mona has highlighted some of the key qualities to define her Macho Man.She definitely deserves a great applause.
My take on this is these are the key aspects of what psychologist brand as Mr. Nice guy.But down in the society ,it appears that women (Yes! Majority of Women) prefers A BAD BOY over a nice guy.Despite the nice guy excels in terms of his character,academic arena,wealth,unique talent,good ancestorial background,smart,truthful,helpful to others(Not just women only),does charity work,loyal to his family and religion but still he doesn;t get the attention in social places by the so-called modern women.Rather they(Nice Guys) are less popular than the so-called Alpha male(or I would say a playboy how about that!!).Just because these playboy are popular and able to make instantaneous step throuh his daring and disrespectful personality,women just love to crave these irresistable playboys.They are good at luring all women’s attention and all they do is go from one flower to another unil she has her nectar.It’s just not me ,you will see throughout the internet where they make headlines such as Why nice guy finish at last.Ask me why? because they think the nice guy is boring and has no or lost the flavour.they portray to be success with women you need to be naughty,daring and more you deviate from your moral and ethics the better you are.In other words change your entire persom=nality because the society and situation demands.
I Wonder this is why Mr nice transforms from waht he is genuinely to what he isn’t (Ya No more Mr Nice guy!)
Now dont get me wrong,then how is the scenario for Women.I tell you:Not as devastating as it is for men…………
Anyway cheers everbody and have a lovely day……. SAYA NARA……..