I don’t remember the last time I cried. I think I am so upbeat and full of energy that nothing is weighing me down anymore. I think I did take my life from a negative thought process to positive. I still have issues with finding a really nice guy who can break that shell I surrounded my self with and try to understand why I am like this, but everything else is all good! I have received a lot of hate male from men yesterday and today because of my previous post, but you know what, men talk a lot of shit about girls too. I read THESE blogs, but I said nothing because who cares. It is all word vomit and random thoughts and moods that people go through day to day. This is life! Full of random thoughts!
Anyway, I am not sure exactly what happiness is defined as or being normal or any of that psychological mambo jumbo. However, I think I am happy and very content with my life so far. I was always very pessimistic and trying to find an answer, but then I realized why can’t I make my own answers? Why can’t I stop asking why and actually say why the hell not?
Life is great, only if you think it is. I think it is. I really do. Now it is time to figure out what to do with all this and reach for the stars.
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I just found your blog through BlogHer. I’m glad you’ve been able to turn your thoughts around. Until my late 20′s I was very negative and had kind of a victim mentality. Then something truly awful happened to me and somehow that hit the reset button on my thinking. I chose to be positive and I still try to do that every day. After a while being happy and positive becomes naturally who you are. It sure feels better than the old way
I loved your post about marrying an Arab. My dear friend and neighbor is a Lebanese woman married to an Egyptian man. She tried to “cover” for a couple of years, but it just wasn’t for her. So she went back to her normal, very fashionable and somewhat provocative manner of dressing. When her husband scolds her for not being a good Muslim wife she reminds him that the fell in love with her as she is and he needs to stop trying to make her into something she isn’t
You will find the right person if you are patient. I didn’t meet my true love until I was 32 and didn’t have a child until I was 36.
Proud of you Mona
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@Melissa Goerke
Thanks for your kind words!! Very inspirational!!
@Diana
Thank you my dear!
gooooooood for u … nice post
I’m a bit confused here. In your last post, you said:
Yet in this post, a mere day later, you say:
Four seasons in one (or two) days?
@nader
Thanks!
@Meyrick
The message that I intended came across to certain people the way I wanted! 
As usual, I use my blog to say things that I cannot say to people’s face. 
I had a reason to write that post yesterday.. some people right away knew I was exaggerating and that’s not me.. but for some they understood it and thought I was crazy and removed me from Facebook!
Good post.LIFE is better with these ideas.It was Very refreshing post with attractive ideas. I am looking forward to read your next great article.keep continue your post .i like your writing style.thanks for sharing.
I think you’re crazy, but that’s a plus in my book