I am quite humbled

I am surprised of the number of people that still remember me from this blog. Not only that, people still search on google looking for the rebellious arab girl.

I am deeply touched.

I feel now that I have never left. Maybe I was on a rebellious hiatus? Who knows.

So what have I been doing for the past 5 months. Really? Only 5 months. That is sad. I couldn’t make it half a year even without staying away.

You won’t believe that I actually feel alive. I really feel that I belong somewhere and people are actually hearing what I have to say. No one really did the past few months. I felt alone in the world that I created. I go to work, I do my homework for my business continuing studies class and sleep. That was my life. Also, because I stayed away from blogging I did really bad in that class. I got a B+! OMG! Don’t even get me started on how I got that. I was routing for my A, but you know, when you spend so long not being able to express your self, words in school or anywhere else that requires pointless reports become meaningless.

It was very difficult for me to write. I don’t know why. Why is it hard to write anything? A word that is attached to another. It is so simple, but so hard to do sometimes. Most of you have no idea what I mean when I write. Isn’t writing supposed to be filled with hidden messages that absolutely make no sense except to the writer? What if I told you that half the time I have no idea what I am saying either?

I have a lot of stories that pertained to work. Did I tell you guys that I was at the edge of quitting? I even said point blank, I will QUIT! Now I have my own office and I will no long go to other interviews. I hate going to interviews, and now I am interviewing people. I am a project manager/everything else that pertains to software. Too bad no one yet to hire, and a lot said that they will come for an interview but never show up. I hope their excuse is that they are dead!

Yesterday I was thinking that I can run this entire software part of the company by my self. And I could! I can sell, maintain customers, and make software. I am all in one, like those cool HP printers! Anyways, I should go back and pretend to work again.

So, what is your new year’s resolution?

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