I always wondered when my fuse will explode. When will I reach the point of no return and never look back again?
I believe that I am very close to the edge, but my sanity, whatever is left of it, is helping me in my current life situation. I learned patience throughout my life because of all the crap I have witnessed. I learned to wait, and life will get better. The problem is, how long will my patience last?
Have you ever been in a situation where nothing that is telling you to calm down and take things slow, for example religion, culture, morals, is helping you at all? What is the good life for you? How do you define such a thing? Is there such a thing? Or do we just ease life and make of it what we want and define it as good or bad?
Are you patient? Were you ever not? What lead you to break the fuse?