I always wondered when my fuse will explode. When will I reach the point of no return and never look back again?
I believe that I am very close to the edge, but my sanity, whatever is left of it, is helping me in my current life situation. I learned patience throughout my life because of all the crap I have witnessed. I learned to wait, and life will get better. The problem is, how long will my patience last?
Have you ever been in a situation where nothing that is telling you to calm down and take things slow, for example religion, culture, morals, is helping you at all? What is the good life for you? How do you define such a thing? Is there such a thing? Or do we just ease life and make of it what we want and define it as good or bad?
Are you patient? Were you ever not? What lead you to break the fuse?
How patient are we?,
Hey, Mona, another great post.
I had a similar problem when I couldn’t sleep, I was depressed, and nothing helped.
I guess that’s something that humans need to go through?
I had it all, too, I wasn’t feeling unbeautiful or like I was missing something, but I was still not happy
Anyway, as usual, I don’t have any answers.
I do have a theory that you are usually happy. I mean, you say that you are unhappy, but then from your posts, you seem to be someone who is happy by herself.
Then again, what do I know? LOL. Perhaps this is all wishful thinking, but I hope you really are doing well.
@Leeroy Glinchy
The funny thing is, I sleep very well! I would say I get my 8 hours of sleep and not worry. It’s when I am awake it worries me!!