So simple

A lot of people asked me why I decided to go with a simple theme and leave my dark rebellious theme to a thing of the past. I don’t know. Maybe it makes me feel better? I feel less rowdy. I felt like I was holding to some expectation of what others thought I was. Yet, I am not like that. I do have some stern ideas and very stubborn, but I wanted for others to look past the theme and read my words.

Currently, I am at work and bored. This is the first time ever I am not doing anything, but I actually decided to not do anything. I dread Sundays. I hate Mondays. And I count the days until it is weekend time. It’s like a never ending cycle.

Now, I am starting my course. The final one that will take me 12 weeks of constant focus until I finish it. I realized that some people struggled in the past courses. I thought I did too, but when I look at my A average, and wonder what the heck people are talking about, it made me realize that maybe I am a teeny bit smarter than them. Or I think I am, but I try. I sleep on it and barely read, and I get the assignments done on that same day! I should be shot because I am a procrastinator and I will never learn!

Anyways, my last Project Management course where I have to apply my project management knowledge, and actually create a project, research, and write an in-depth report about it. Anyone care to help me?

I will sleep on it. :)

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Like my Facebook Fan Page!

I know, I am lame! I am promoting the Social Network! However, it is better than emailing me, and I get to post random stuff during the day. I find things on the net that I like to share!

Like my Facebook Fan Page! https://www.facebook.com/officialrebelliousarabgirl

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On being patient

I may be the most patient person in the world!

Not, but I try to be. I have seen a lot, and I am refraining from seeing and feeling the crap all around me because honestly why bother? It has been so long, and such a tedious journey that there is no point of waiting or hoping. I don’t hope for anything anymore. I don’t wish for anything either. I am just living day by day. I try to stay calm, cool, and live life the way it was meant to be.

I just ask my self at that moment, why me? Why do I have to endure such a life and for whom? I am doing nothing for my self, no one cares or wants to know how I feel. I feel that everyone is trying to use me in some way, and I cannot say no. Why can’t I say no?

All I know is that I am not my self, I am a transe living a life that I don’t want, but at the same time, I can’t get out of it.

P.S. I hate Mondays!


One last note: Like my new Facebook Fan Page! https://www.facebook.com/officialrebelliousarabgirl/

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