I usually don’t like writing from work, but it is lunch so what the heck?
I am confused and lost in my own doing. I don’t really know how to express it in a way that is not too personal, although it is my blog, but I feel I need to refrain from being loud sometimes. Hence, that is the reason I don’t write too much.
Well, forget the above and what I said. Let me analyze something else, but it may seem a bit biased. I see that the majority of people that comment on my blog are not Arabs. I have nothing against anyone, but I agree, my older posts did seem that they are leaning towards the culture and not agreeing with its customs. That seems to attract those individuals. As of late, I don’t write much regarding it at all. Why should I?
I have out grown it and I live a very neutral life style. I don’t let Arabs effect me. I don’t live by their rules. I have lived in North America for 2/3 or more of my life. Why should I make it the highlight of my daily life? It is amusing sometimes, but it is just people and a culture.
Am I labeled as one? Well yeah! I like others to know I am Arab. I am a narcissist of being one, but only cause I look the part. I am pretty conservative in nature, and it has nothing to do with my culture. That’s just how I am, and each individual is different and unique in their own way.
I am looking back now at my life, and over half the stuff I don’t even remember or want to be reminded of it. I don’t have any regrets or wish things turned out differently, but there is this feeling inside me that keeps asking, “What I have done to deserve this?”
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