I tried many times to see what others are seeing, but what do I know? I am exactly what others think I am, but I am in denial or cannot see it. I didn’t have to try so hard. I managed to brush the thought away, and I tried many times to make them believe, but I think my judgment has clouded my vision. I see a sand storm and I just don’t know which direction to go and I am good enough for A or B… or even Z.
I will just sit, watch, and wait. Things have to change. Why aren’t they changing? The thought is making me cringe!