Well, from all the craziness in my life, do I feel soft and need of company?
I guess I have been alone for so long, that it is nice to talk to someone and get them engaged in your conversation. I don’t know if I will ever find anyone who cares and wants to be with me ever. Plus, in Arab standards I am way too old. Makes me giggle at the thought. Good thing I don’t look or act my age at times.
I don’t know. Sometimes people tell me that I will find the one, blah blah, but when? Am I realizing now that I am waiting and nothing. I know deep down I probably want a life or my own to share with someone, but who wants to understand me or want to listen?
I think I am just dreaming and waiting for nothing. A girl can dream at least. Makes me happy at just the thought.