What I did today was the following: I left work at around 11:30 am and headed to the near by mall and went to Bulk Barrel. I bought 3 kinds of chocolate. I paid about 12 dollars and left. I locked my self in my office again at work and kept eating non stop until I got sick of it. I never in my life ate that much chocolate or even crave the taste of it at all. I don’t know if it is the sugar rush or nausea I felt afterwards, but my anxiety level was at an all time high. I never felt like this before.
I stopped because I felt sick, then I felt like I wanted to murder someone.
I am at the edge and hanging by a thread. Dear God help me.