Yes, if you have not noticed, I was on a break! I was off exploring new horizons like how to not angry, and how to be silent for a long time.
Oh I will tell you a few stories to make you bored if you aren’t yet. I was torn between two worlds. One world is called will I ever get a new job? If I ever do, then I won’t give a notice that I am leaving. Why you may ask? Why am I so evil all of a sudden? Double sigh… I could start by saying that I have been here for almost 3 years and I got one raise only because someone above those greedy bastards came and told them to. Then a few months ago we kept being told there isn’t any money to pay our salaries. In my mind I think that I don’t work hard enough. I just program, maintain customers, sales (although there is a new sales person but I don’t have to teach her about marketing and selling, someone needs to teach me that, but what do I know about jobs? Incompetence gets you a job!), and I manage the software and different clients too that have contracts with us. Did I say I was getting paid less than I was in my old job? Can you imagine if I left? It will be one hell of a day! Why am I complaining? Cause I can and I am God like on my blog!
My other world, because I am failing the first one, is finding a guy. Maybe I am beyond picky and I hate pushy men. I don’t care that you want to get married tomorrow. I want to say hey how are you tomorrow and maybe we can have coffee. I think I am getting too old for this and desperation has disappeared, and all I want is a guy that wants more then, “Let’s get married now!” God! Do Arabs want something more personal like getting to know one another and maybe this stupid thing called like each other first? I am not getting married to you tomorrow instead of an excuse for a one night stand!
I can complain all day. No one wants to listen to me anyways. I might as well write it all out and I don’t care who reads it.
I will get back to what I was doing and pretend to work.