I am really bad this. Yes this.
So, I will talk about the past week. It’s not so bad, and now I am enjoying working and teaching. I feel some power and I help others in computers. It feels good because my life is worth something. I am helping others achieve something.
Anyways, you all know I am 31 and alone. I wonder if it has to do with me being bull-headed Arab girl, or I just don’t want to be emotionally attached to anyone anymore. I don’t know what to do anymore. Sometimes I wish I had someone by my side, to go home to, to be a good person by him, but at times I don’t think any one wants me because I don’t fit an image of an Arab girl.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I have a lot of time now, and maybe I should go back to these dating sites and find someone serious. So far guys wanna chat and that’s it. They don’t want me and I am just good being on another side of a screen. Maybe it is time to find someone in my area I can actually meet and talk to.
My life is so sad. Time to do something about it.