I have been at home and refused to leave for 4 days now. I am just not in the mood to deal with anyone now. My family is trying to be supportive and mom keeps telling me that I am not the first one. I know. I just refuse to be insulted. If I was my fault, then I would understand and let things be. But it is not. That is what is driving me crazy.
In the meantine, I have no idea what to do next. I do want to work on my project that I have been holding off for a couple of years now. I have to think optimistically now. I never did that in my life. It is hard and have no idea if it will work, but I got to try. I really have to try.