A few weeks ago, I watched the movie “Wedding Crashers.” It was pretty funny I might say, and it was really inspirational. I think I want to do that too once in a while. I just need someone to act out the part along side of me and I am set! But none of that promiscuous stuff!

I don’t know why I brought this up, but I guess it’s funny how people act sometimes, and leads me to think of something that is way out there! I wonder who’s wedding I want to crash first? Hmm!! I will start with small weddings in late April or even May! Right now I am busy, but I got to plan eh?

Anyways, I don’t know why sometimes I say I won’t do something again, but I end up being all nice and let things slide. As I thought about it some more, I think I do such things for a reason, and that reason being to see how far people will go to avoid telling the truth or mentioning anything slightly important.

I know I have been a total pigment of people’s imagination, and a person that people love to forget, but come on! I am still human. It’s nice for you to tell me some important things sometimes. Maybe I will even tell you congratulations. However, the longer you wait to tell me something, or avoid me completely like I am someone who is on the bottom of your list, then don’t expect me to be nice to you ever again, or even talk to you or bother. (I don’t want to really talk to you again, because I don’t know.. it dragged on too long now and I got tired of waiting to see if you will change your mind.) I may even wish you the worst of luck.

But I won’t do that.. I am not mean or envious. I just don’t give a crap about anyone anymore, because no one would do the same for me.

You are lucky I am nice, but I am way too smart and I know everything. It’s my motto in life; “know as many interesting things that you possibly can.” I don’t know though if some people are interesting at all, but sometimes God just tells me to get up in the middle of the night, and find out the truth without anyone’s help!

Depressed, Funny, Idiots, Sleepy Post, They said what?, Whatever!

I apologize for the lack of updates this month. This month has been unbelievably crazy. I just have too many things on my plate, and I just can’t commit to writing every day. Unless someone or something totally pisses me off thbaat I have to rant about, then I will do so immediately without hesitations. Otherwise, I am super duper busy!

Reasons

1. My work is a lot more demanding now, and I have to be there at night sometimes too. Crazy! (Got back home tonight around 9 pm!)

2. My class started yesterday. It’s online, but I have to go checkout the chat room and have online discussions with the instructor and classmates on Tuesday nights! Argh! (I barely made it for 30 min today!)

3. I am getting old, blind and slow! So, if I start typing like thissss or ttthhaaaat.. then you should know that I am totally high on something herbal!

4. If you want to contribute a guest post on my blog and get feedback from other visitors, then don’t hesitate. Email it to me! I will post it! (99% of the time!)

In the meantime, poke around my site people. Go to my archives page and check out old posts. Get to know me better, or read some interesting topic that I have written one day very late at night without thinking. (Those are wild posts!)

If you have any comments regarding my old posts, then I suggest you email it to me.

Finally, if you want to contact me regarding anything but not via email, then add me to the social networks. Facebook, Twitter, etc. All the links on the top right hand side. Message me about anything (questions, to see a link, comment about anything, etc), and I will try to get back to you as soon as I can. Everything is hooked up to my phone, and I try to breath sometimes during the day and reply to everyone. See! I try to be interactive more!

Busy 2010!

Blah Blah, They said what?, Whatever!

My life can’t get any quieter, and I can’t get any happier!

I am very happy right now that I don’t have to deal with anyone anymore. I feel that I finally have more time to focus on myself, which I have not done for many years. When I was younger, in my teens, I didn’t talk to too many people. However, I was focused and I knew exactly what I wanted. There were no distractions that swayed me from my objectives. After all the craziness of the past year, especially the past couple of weeks of discoveries, I finally feel free of people, and I don’t have to deal with them anymore.

I feel that the people I have met so far in life were great, but they taught me to finally be more picky and stop being nice for no reason. My problem was that I wanted people to like me in any way possible, because I never experienced it while I was growing up. Due to the fact that I lived in different countries and different cultures, I never felt that I belonged anywhere or people understood me.

However, I did far too many nice things in order for them to appreciate me. I was a bit naive, and really it is the way I am. I am way too nice, but now, I don’t want to be. I felt cheap and people only liked me because I did something for them. No one really liked me for who I am. Who am I anyways?

I think it took me 29 years to finally understand myself.

Therefore, I am happy. I am still nice, but not too much. I feel focused and know exactly what I want from life. I am more ambitious now, and I don’t feel that I need to convince others or talk to anyone in order for them to back me up with a decision. I feel that I can do it on my own. I learned from my mistakes, and I experienced many things. In the past, I used to always be afraid and naive. I was always too hesitant to make a decision. Now, I don’t think twice, and I don’t care what others think. I pick a path that I am comfortable with, and I stick to it. I make a final decision, and I feel no regrets.

Ah life… what a journey!

Blah Blah, Culture, Happy, Random Thoughts, Whatever!

I was flipping through the images on a Facebook group called, Photos from Precious Palestine, and I stopped on a certain photo that made me read it 3, 4, and 5 times.

They took everything from the Palestinian people, and when my poor people turned around and said, “We had enough! We will defend our selves and fight back,” then they get blamed and are labeled as terrorists.

I read it, and then I thought of my self. I turned to my selfish being and thought, “Is this a curse that is being passed on us Palestinians? Even some Arabs? Even me as a blogger?”

I write my thoughts, my opinions, and share it with everyone on my blog, but I am the one that gets blamed and ridiculed for it. It’s like I am supposed to shut the hell up when everyone is not in agreement with me. I have to shut up, stop writing, and suffer emotional pain because some idiot or two out there did not like what I said.

Where is the freedom of being a human being? The world is rapidly changing, science is explaining so many things, and technology is advancing at incredible rates. We are slowly trying to understand the world around us, we can even see photos now of the universe millions of light years away, but we are still arguing about the same issues and solving it the same way humans did since day one. When we fight, we make sure to hurt the other person in any way we can, either in a physical or mental way. That’s all we are cable of still mastering in utmost perfection.

When we start opening our minds to other possibilities than arguing, (who started it and what method should be used to annihilate the other), then we will advance as human beings to understand the world around us, and really use that God given intelligence to better humanity and just enjoy the journey of life.

Finally, as long as there is one Palestinian living in this world, the name Palestine will live on. Same goes for each of you out there from different nations, religions, and ideologies.

Blah Blah, Culture, Palestine, They said what?, Whatever!

When I got home yesterday evening, my mother came up to me and asked, “Do you think I lost weight?” I looked at her and said, “I don’t think so. You look the same to me.”

Then she continued on, “I know! I eat the same thing, wear the same clothes, and I don’t do anything different. Or maybe because I don’t eat bread much?”

I said, “Ok?”

My dad said to my mom, “So, which of your friends told you that you lost weight?”

Mom said, “Well, this and that said so.”

I said, “Maybe because they keep gaining weight, they think everyone else has changed too compared to them!”

My mom said, “How so?”

I said, “Simple. When you are no longer a similar size to them, they think you lost weight. However, in reality, they are the ones that have been gaining weight, and you are the same as you have always been.”

Mom said, “Maybe you are right!”

I said, “Don’t you Arab women or older women have better things to talk about??”

Mom said, “What’s there to talk about?”

I said, “Better than gossiping about other people. I give you credit for that!”

Blah Blah, Culture, Funny, They said what?, Whatever!