I always wondered about this. What is worse? Being physically sick or emotionally sick?

I think emotionally is a lot worse. Physically you suffer and can be healed, but emotionally you are screwed for along time. In my case many days, months, and years.

You can tell I am unhappy and very moody. I am extremely beyond that point of unhappiness and at times I just want to scream from how angry I am. I think I am just going to quit everything and just sit and do nothing for a while. I am exhausted and tired of life. I really am and I just need peace and quiet.

Blah Blah, Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!

It has been a few days now since we moved to our new work space at work and it has been horrible. I have actually been cringing and feeling so moody from the small space. I feel trapped. I am beyond claustrophobic and it gets to me and makes me so moody. The noise and people in such a small space is so irritating that I have suffered a severe migraine all day. I couldn’t think or problem solve anything today.

I don’t know how much of this I can stand. I am becoming the ultimate moody person and I can’t stand anything. The headaches are getting so bad. I don’t know what to do. It’s so frustrating going to work. I used to enjoy going to work, but now, I just can’t wait to leave and go home. I feel that I have earned my freedom when I leave work.

My headache won’t go away and I feel so dizzy. I think I am going to sleep and sleep for the next 14 hours.

Angry, Blah Blah, Whatever!

Let’s say we all know that life’s big lessons is dealing with people. That’s understood and well known. A lot of times I wonder why some companies ask for so many years of experience in working with or on something that doesn’t really need that much experience. It’s all about how well you work with people. People are the problem. It’s not your skills at all. I think that they look for what kind of person and how long you worked in a previous place.

To me that is pure BS. I like people to an extent and I can work with people as long as we ALL have the same objective. However, personality wise, I am not really that impressed with social people. Everyone has this major obsession when they first step foot into a new work place with these exact thoughts, “will other people like me as a friend?” Not as a co-worker, but they want friendship so badly. They find it as a safe first step. Make friends so you can act like an ass but have your clan of friends backing you up all the time.

I call it “work gangs.” I hate it, I hate it, I really hate it.

I hate the fact that if someone doesn’t make friends at work, or if certain people don’t want to be friends with them, they go crazy and all they do is talk about it. “They don’t want to be friends with me, I tried so hard to please them, but they have problems trusting me.” Ah, yah. It’s nothing personal, but having friends at work is a very bad idea. I will tell you why, and there are two reasons for that.

One: if you are friends and you end up fighting or whatever, then the great interpersonal skills have completely vanished. You took it too far to the point that you can’t even look at that person’s face or talk to them anymore. You just jeopardized your work right there!

Two: if you are friends then they know TOO much about you and you never know what they will do to you behind your back. How many things slip out of their mouths about you? It’s not true friendship believe me. I know. I really know.

I’m talking about this from experience. What have I learned? Don’t make friends at work. Be nice to people, tolerable, but to an extent. Making real friendships at work is pathetic and a waste of time. It only leads to problems and people hating you if you do something that doesn’t please them. It will make your work suffer completely.

So you really want friends? You want to make life time good friends, DON’T FIND THEM AT WORK! If all you do is wanting to hang out with your co-workers after work, or parties, or gatherings, then really you don’t focus on your work at all. Other people who hear about these events will get offended and kind of left out thinking that their co-workers may not like them at all and more hostile negativity will inevitably occur.

All I can say, don’t try too hard to make friends at work. Be friendly, nice, tolerable, social during work hours, and that’s it. That’s how you practice your interpersonal skills. That’s really what serious work places want! No one likes a joker or ass who says whatever they please thinking it is OK because co-workers should and are FRIENDS!

Angry, Blah Blah, Random Thoughts, They said what?, Whatever!

Simple war defense analogy: random sticks laying around are easily broken. Put them together, tie them together, and they are not so easily broken right?

Well, to me everyone is a random stick, and I don’t give a crap because I am a solid pipe and not easily broken. I honestly don’t give a shit anymore about anyone or anything. Everyone wants to just have fun and not care anymore about what they are supposed to be doing in life, then I will just control my anger and just do what I got to do. No one is worth it and I can go to sleep at night knowing I didn’t waste my day and life being like everyone else.

What a cheap wasteful life some people live.

Blah Blah, Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!, Whatever!

Women tend to be natural jealous creatures. It’s in our blood. I don’t know why. However, there are various types of jealousy. There is extreme, moderate, and somewhat careless. I am the moderate type. I got to admit that. I do get jealous, but I do it with a good reason. I do it to either make me feel better, or to feel worse and have a reason to fight.

However, some women take it to the extreme! Too extreme that they start accusing their spouse/boyfriend and go behind their back to find the “answers” they want. They would do crazy stuff that I don’t even want to discuss. It’s not that they are just psycho, but it is all because they don’t trust their significant other.

It’s all about trust.

No trust = Jealousy = Doing psychopathic crazy stuff.

Are women the only creatures that get jealous?

NOP!

Men get so jealous to the point that they would question the girl of where, who, when and what she was doing constantly. To the point where the girl can’t stand this at all. It’s all the same. Jealousy is jealousy.

For Arabs.. jealousy is great! Arab chicks are psycho!!! Arab guys are psycho too! The jealousy bug is our blood! The reason Arabs get jealous quickly is because a lot of Arab relationships are a one time thing with no prior experiences. So they don’t know how to contain their jealousy because they never loved before. So they love someone, get married to this ONE person and that’s it. So they go through an entire relationship in such a short period of time. So all the relationship bugs must happen, and obviously one of them is JEALOUSY!

All I can say good luck to everyone. If you are an extremely jealous person, then count your days cause most people can’t stand it!

Blah Blah, Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!, They said what?